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2011-07-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

just need to cry everything out sometimes.

2011-05-30T23:32:00.001+08:00

dont. dont cry. im not worth it.

2011-05-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

stop saying its your fault. its not yours. just stop saying that.

you're making me feel more worse than i already am.

this thing..is entirely my fault. i mean, come on, its not the first time this has happened. ok maybe last time it was cuz my mum didnt allow it. but hey, this time it was my decision. nobody said i must go. but still i agreed, even when i knew that i have plans made already.

yes im selfish, i didnt consider your feelings, didnt ask for your opinions, etc etc. dont say that ts your fault cuz its really mine. i don want you to blame yourself when you werent in the wrong. you always do that. but do you know that by doing that it actually makes me feel more like a bad person? i know i did wrong already but with you doing that..i cannot bring myself to face you. i just cant.

im sorry.

2011-05-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

its not that i'm avoiding you..its just that i cant bring myself to face you.

2011-04-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes..

I feel like..

I don't deserve you one bit.

2011-03-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

yea. here I am blogging agn cuz im emo. or whatever

this sucks. now I know why some ppl say sometimes its btr if things were left unknown. I've learnt it thru th hard way..

idk why I was so bothered abt it but one thing's for sure - I wasn't bothered by th fact tt he did sth liddat before. but why? why did I cry?

maybe what I was bothered by is tt he nv bothered to tell me what happened, to tell me his side of th story..

maybe it was als cuz I realised how much unhappiness it caused him whn th while thing got dug up agn. sth tt he had to spend so long to put it behind him..

somehow, I feel tt this is entirely my fault. why had I been so insistent on knowing? yes. I brought this all on myself.

2011-02-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

you can't take back words that you've said, cuz when the damage is done, its done.

I feel that I'm so mafan sometimes.

2011-02-11T18:31:00.001+08:00

friggin insecurities

2011-02-10T18:30:00.002+08:00

yea yea im just using this blog to rant cuz i cant really post this on tumblr =/
anyway, i hate it whn its nearing my menses. pms sucks. seriously. my hormones go crazy and my emotions too. its so effing tiring sometimes. yea like just now. had a mini breakdown i have no freaking idea why.

maybe it was cuz of just now =/ idk luh. like whn he was talking abt her he seemed kinda sad. almost like he missed her or sth. idk luh. maybe im thinking too much abt it. i feel like i 比不上 her or sth. see what i mean by my emotions going crazy? exactly my point.

but thr's this concern of mine luh. had it from th start. i keep feeling that im not good enough for him. like seriously. im like too fat, too shy, too quiet, too uncaring, etc etc. sometimes i think that i dont love him as much as he does. and i feel super guilty about that. i mean come on. i really dont give him as much of my attention as he gives me =/ bahh even a simple thing like being sensitive to his feelings i als cannot do properly. seriously what kind of gf am i? horrible.

yea yea i know i need alot of babying and reassurance. i admit it. i know luh it sounds very what luh but i cant help it. this sucks. i mean yes i do love him but still i cant stand myself doubting about every single thing. its like im being so friggin paranoid and i hate it. fml _|_

xoxo

2010-04-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

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2010-02-09T18:31:00.005+08:00

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-eileen

2010-02-09T17:15:00.004+08:00

geog test is overrrrrr!

and there are no more tests from now till CNY!

oh-the-joy (:

but but, my jianbao is still not done yet >:

gahh stupid jianbao.

and tomorrow might be doing zuo wen.

kns.

today was ok i guess.

except that we got scolded by ms tan

D:

it the same old reason the class always get scolded for.

sick of it le.

._.

ponn-ed cca today.

again.

not because i was lazy

but i really hated training.

nevermind.

i'm just glad that today, when i came back home,

everything was still there.

:>

thank goodness..

165 hits in SKIDDYROW.WORDPRESS!! :D

-eileen

2010-02-08T17:34:00.003+08:00

Please Please PLEASE visit SKIDDYROW.WORDPRESS

thanks :D

-eileen

p/s: its for CID 4 ._.

2010-02-08T16:54:00.003+08:00

today totally sucked ~~shit~~

chem test was alr very horrible in the morning.

then in the afternoon i had to be ~~openly humiliated~~.

ok that i'm not sure. maybe just being paranoid.

but the biggest shock was when i reached home.

i found my front door unlocked, which is weird, since it's always locked.and no one's at home.

then i saw something red.

tiny little red stickers.

on like almost everything in the house.

ok nvm.

i dont wanna talk abt it anymore.

feel like crying.

if you're interested to know

which i guess most aren't

ask me.

but i'll most probably not tell.

~~fuckmylife~~. my oh-so-wonderful life.

seriously.

-eileen

2010-02-06T18:58:00.002+08:00

i just realized that everytime i feel sad, i'll blog.

lol. im so weird,ain't i?

i keep having this nostalgic feeling..

can't really describe it..its like i'm missing th feeling of having a relationship

v-day is nearing, meaning that more and more couples will pop up.

argh the loneliness D:

&& its always when i like someone, i get depressed

thats cuz most of the time th person doesn't like/know me..

can understand that.

since im so damn ~~fucking fat~~ plump *slight smile*

gahh no appetite to eat dinner today..

nvm its good. meaning tt i can lose some weight today. *sacar smile*

whatever.

-eileen

2010-02-02T22:26:00.001+08:00

wah.

after so long.. i am back.

lol.

actually idk why i decided to make my blog alive again.

nvm.

just wanna say

fml.

sch alr was bad.

go home still kena slapped.

just because i went to Mac's to talk to ppl.

can't i go thr?

ppl depressed u want me go jump ah?

~~fuck~~.

nvm.

i'll try to keep th blog alive.

no promises tho (:

-eileen

2009-10-15T18:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE!!!

23 alr xDD

omg doesn't he look HOT in that pic? xDDD

except for donghae's b'dae, today sucked.

got back chem, physics and math paper 1

and i failed chem.

asked tiansong to help check th class list..and i got 42 outta 90.

hooray.

have a feeling im gonna fail physics and math too.

pooey.

argh nevermind..

on a happier note,

im gonna bake cookies on monday!(hopefully with migin xD)

-eileen

2009-10-14T17:46:00.003+08:00

hey all :D

the response to the cupcakes was good :DD

but jingyi and me will try to improve it more! :D

anw, tmr is donghae's birthday!!!!

23 yrs old liao xD

sch was boring today..

learning th stupid R formula and need to write movie review for LA..

sian.zzz

anw, here are some cupcake pics (before they were squashed xD)

-eileen

2009-10-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

hey all!

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!

and everyone is slacking now xD

omg feel super relaxed now :D

left school a little late today cuz still got AEM paper aft CID

the paper was.....~~friggin~~ easy.

almost everyone finished in 45 mins and was sleeping aftwards.

except for pc and xiaobo la.

who didnt bother to go for th make-up lesson

anw, we got so much time tt even th teacher invigilating us fell asleep too!

super funny.

aft tt went to vivo to eat with ziyu, richmond and wang rui

thn watched "Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs" with ziyu and richmond..

we watched th 3D one..it was DAMN COOL

LOL

anw, here's th trailer..

you guys should watch it. it's super funny! xD

till thn,ta!

-eileen

2009-10-01T20:31:00.003+08:00

FREAK!!!

i TOTALLY need to post this.

-fans self-

xD

sorry sorry

shining star (this was v sweet (: )

it's you (cindy's fav LOL && EUNHYUK HOTNESS!!!!)

OMG!!!!! totally LUV sorry sorry & it's you remix

-nosebleeds- xD

-eileen

2009-09-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

Blog will be on
HIATUS.

until exams end.

p/s:since when it isn't? xD

-eileen

2009-09-29T17:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGYI!!!!!! :D

2009-09-28T17:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIN DONG!!!!

&& WaiMun :D

2009-09-22T18:05:00.005+08:00

so long since i've last posted...LOL

been really busy lately so..hahas

ok just wanna say that i've fallen in love!

not with 1 person

but 13!

yup

EILEEN IS IN LOVE WITH SUPER JUNIOR!

lol i sound so fangirl.

HAHA

i especially LOVE this song...

-english translation-

Title: 마주치지 말자 (Let’s Not…) / Let’s Not Run Into Each Other (Let’s Not) / Let’s Never Meet Again (Let’s Not…)
From: “Sorry, Sorry” (3rd Album)

Saying that this moment is the last to you whom I loved so much
Even if you try to turn it back
Even if you hold onto me crying
I was the one who said no and bid our farewell

I always act strong
But I’m a cowardly man
Didn’t have the confidence to protect you forever and left

Don’t love someone like me again
Don’t make someone to miss again
One who looks at only you and needs only you
Meet someone who loves you so much
They can’t go a day without you
Please

Hurting, you try to hold me back
But I’m a cowardly man
Who doesn’t have the confidence to give happiness to anyone beside her

Don’t love someone like me again
Don’t make someone to miss again
One who looks at only you and needs only you
Meet someone who loves you so much
They can’t go a day without you

Even if we are ever to regret our breakup
I can’t do anything but give you our farewell

Don’t cry in pain
Counting the time that’s passed
Don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed
One who looks at only you and needs only you
Meet someone who loves you so much
They can’t go a day without you

Please
I hope that you’ll be happy
Let’s never meet again

~Lyrics Credit: jpopasia.com

such a sad song...D:

SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!!! <333

-eileen

2009-09-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

wah freak my blogger got problem lor..cant see the normal posting page..damn stupid

anw today was a very funny day

during AEM we were supposed to use something called agarose gel then the teacher told us tt some of the gel are cancerous so we cant touch with bare hands..

then wangrui did something really stupid and went to poke the gel or sth.

aft tt he went screaming his head off.kept saying that he got cancer and tt hes gonna die.damn funny i tell u :D

but other then tt today was actually quite boring..

yaye its gonna be the hols soon!

super happy..but gonna be super busy also..haiz..

-eileen

2009-09-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

i seriously think something is wrong with blogger..either that or my com.cuz i can't see the normal format that its in.hmmm..

anw, TODAY ROCKS LA HOR

why leh?

nvm i wont say..lest some people will start saying things abt me. you know what la hor dont need me to say.LOL

OMG first time in RV history!!!!

friggin happy :DD

but not that happy for all..

well,JIAYOU TO ALL PEOPLE FOR EOY!

lol im abit crazehh now HAHAHA

-eileen

2009-09-01T19:14:00.000+08:00

OMG IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

i can finally use Internet now.WHOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!

omg super duper happy la :DD

ok nvm.

i think i just went crazy with happiness LOL

ok i shall go clear my inbox first. LOL

ciao~
-eileen

2009-07-20T18:51:00.002+08:00

hi all.

UGH.i can't believe my dad actually wants to cancel away the Internet plan that my home currently has..WHAT THE FISH.

can't he see that now NO ONE can actually do without Internet?

gawd.i can't believe he just made that bloody call.

WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW?!

sobs..

-eileen

2009-07-13T21:24:00.001+08:00

hi all.

OMGGGGGGGGG

I FREAKING LOVE TODAY LA :D

although there was school, and i didn't like it.

but what happened AFTER school was damned freaking FUN.

ok.

i actually went to partyworld ktv after ICAS English.

imba right?

i know :D

omg i feel like a pai kia.

but I DONT CARE :D

i went with my McDonald's colleagues. :D

and well..we sang until the next door group of people complained. xD

and and.christine and da feng gave me a super cuddly and huge winnie the pooh bear :D

shall post pics tmr or sth bah :D

-eileen

2009-07-09T20:33:00.002+08:00

hi

chem test today D:

dammnit.

confirm fail alr.and i didnt eat during recess, neither did i hav lunch.

just to study chem man.

if i fail,i'll kill myself.

argh.

aft chem test had to chiong to aem.

biomedical :D

i like.

heh if the teacher comes and say i'll hav to drop cuz my last yr gpa not high enough, i'l kill him.

ok maybe not.

but i wont drop.

i love aem :D

-eileen

2009-07-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

hi.

HOORAY!

happy b'dae to me :D

im finally 15 :D

coolio.

hahas

ok must thank alot of people :D

*migin
*ziyu
*cindy
*jingyi
*weijuan
*regina
*pengcheng
*yifei
*cari
*kenneth
*yewhui
*kinsun
*chuan xun(?!?!)
*xiangyi (LOL u'r not th last :D)
*bo cheng
*chiun yuan
*kasey
*yujin
*yingho
*evan
*bella

its in random order..

THANK YOU EVERYONE :D

i love this yr's b'dae [:

migin's present
cindy's present(damn soft!)

jingyi,regina and pc's present
migin's card

:D

i had pizza for dinner :D

lalala :D

-eileen

2009-07-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

hi.

omg im damn friggin bored.

for this "long" weekend that we have, i cant believe the amount of homework the teachers gave us..siannnn

lets see what i've completed so far..

*geog ws
*zuo wen corrections
*physics example 10
*LA reflection

lets see what i have left..

*math logarithms ws1
*math logarithms notes
*physics kinematics assignment(friggin 11 pages)
*LA summary ws
*chinese copy 18 bloody sentences

gawddd..how am i gna finish those all in one day?!

RV teachers are crazy man.

LOL.

-eileen

2009-07-03T20:21:00.003+08:00

hi.

today was actually a good day :D

smiled/laughed alot..

told myself i gotta be happy ystd night,and today i really was! hooray :D

ok..nothing much happened today la..cuz i was happy mah..so no sad stuff.well thr was tho.aft chem remedial.heh nvm.shan't talk abt it.bad bad memory.

*DELETE!*

lol

*whistles*

-eileen

2009-07-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to you..

u know,sometimes u should really think about your attitude.i mean seriously la.u are actually quite selfish u know?u probably wont think that u are urself.like DUH.u obviously think that u're the best and all la.but seriously,u dont give a ~~fuck~~ about other people's feelings dont u?dont try to deny it.i know u dont.u might think im flaming u or wadeva now.but lemme tell u sth,i have no time to scold u or wadeva.i just wana let u know wad kind of person u really are.i know im not a perfect being.i dont try to be perfect too.i know i dont think before i talk and therefore offend alot of people tt way.i apologise for tt.but at least i care about other people's feelings and im not as selfish as u.ugh wadeva.shant waste energy on someone who doesnt even listen to people's advice.go on and ruin ur life.oh yea.and u'll be saying "its my life im ruining,not urs!why do u care?!" fine.i dont give a damn about u anyways.just trying to tell u sth..

2009-07-02T20:17:00.003+08:00

hi.

ahhhhhhhhhhh..im damn 烦 now..

suddenly i convinced myself that this is actually my fault..i mean,i acted like a bitch,kay?

seriously.if i acted like nothing happened and continued to be how i was last time,things would definitely be better.damn.why am i such a bitch?

i didnt think of how other people would react or feel when i emoed away like there's no tomorrow..fine if i cried for 3 nights straight,but after that i should just try to cheer myself up right?

ugh.i feel like a villain now.

sorry to all the people who got affected because of my bitchiness..cindy,jingyi and..if u're reading this,sorry.

damn.all this self-bashing isn't helping at all.gahhhh

-eileen

2009-07-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

hi...

im not in the best of moods now la..though today was a quite enjoyable day(cuz mr choy took us for champs(: mr ong wasnt in sch..),and there were lots of laughter..i have no idea why at the end of the day..haiz

well 1 week from now,i'll be older already..would things be better after that?or would it just remain the same?i dont know..

been thinking alot ever since june hols started..i think im useless..not good at anything at all..sometimes i think about what i might be in th future,and i dont see anything at all..it really scares me,you know that?

and yea..th situation of another thing is so bad that...there's no talking involved..its like we're not friends at all..it makes me feel so..so..i dont know.i just feel like a stranger la..and it just makes me so..sad.

i need a hug.

-eileen

2009-06-20T20:06:00.002+08:00

hi all.

this will be a post for cindy.

lol actually not.its just that she asked me to update so i will.LOL

its very boring these few days..nothing much to do...still have to work tmr morning x.x

oh oh! i wanna rant about something.ok its not really a rant but i just wanna complain.

you know now at some neighbourhood "centre" or some sort they have this event whr you can buy things at 2 bucks or something?went to one of those today.

hey were playing this really annoying music over and over again.its still stuck in my head you know?*shudders*

its like some sick twisted version of the little kiddie melodies or some sort.and you know what the lyrics are?"come shop with us LALALALALA!"

oh the horror.

shall try to block out the music now.ewww

well i hope people have finished their hol hw alr.

my last week is gna be super busy..

-eileen

2009-06-17T14:01:00.004+08:00

hi all.

i just realised that i start most of my blog posts with "hi all.". LOL

anyway,im bored outta my wits.

seriously.

shall blog about ystd then..

well ystd went to NORTHPOINT with my mummy and bro,just for the library.

its really stupid,considering there's like a hugeass library just 1 MRT stop away and i have to go all the way to YISHUN for the library.and it isn't half as big as the one in Woodlands.

but i quite like the library there.it's toally quiet.not like the one in Woodlands =.=

borrowed a ton of books.like 6 or something like tt?you get the idea.

went for lunch after tt.

and i finally know why my mummy and bro wanted to go to Northpoint...

*drumroll*
...............

ISHI MURA!

ok i don't think many of you have heard of this "restaurant" before..

hmm..anyway,it has a restaurant concept but inside its much like a foodcourt.as in you order food from the different "stations" such as...

this is the OMELETTE "station".

i only managed to grab a photo of this..i tried taking somemore but this staff was staring at me =.=

my tako omelette.
my mum's bento.
my bro's omurice.DAMNED DELICIOUS I TELL YOU.

some jelly-like drink that i had..its friggin ex! $3 plus.pretty interior.

that's about it for pics..so little right?i know D:

shall blog somemore later or something.

-eileen

2009-06-14T20:31:00.009+08:00

hi all.

i look like a tomato right now.

ok maybe not that serious, but im definitely sunburnt.

why? cuz of ystd's 2K class outing!

lol it totally rawked.

well managed to snap some pics will we were at Sentosa.i think i was the only photographer there..hmm.

arrival at the beach!samuel trying to bury ziyu's feet. =.=

my half-buried slippers..thanks to a certain someone..

preparing to play blackjack..
in the end..left with zhiliang and sx playing duel master.. =.=huiyu came with the volleyball!joy :D
"what are you guys staring at?!"

sx trying to do some sort of tribal dance?

jiwei:"COME TO ME MY DAH-LING BALL!!!" LOL
"WOW!ziyu is sooooo pro." LOOL

choosing teams halfway thru the game?

ps trying to catch the ball?LOL

guys gambling on the beach.wth =.=
after samuel,venus,yueyin and huiyu left, we had a little frisbee competition..
yingho's turn to do a dance..

ok thats all for my pics..i only took those at the beach..

the 6 of us(me,ziyu,sx,peng,yingho,zhiliang) left sentosa at like 7.30pm to have dinner at vivo.

finished dinner at like 8 plus 9pm?

thn took 97 with sx,yingho and zhiliang

reached home at 10pm plus..almost 11.super tired and terribly sunburnt.

TODAY

was supposed to go for work at 8am..fell sick la.

had flu due to lack of sleep?and well i was under the hot sun for the whole day ystd..

went home and slept for the whole day..

haiz..2 days wasted just like that.

i havent even finish my hw yet..die alr..

-eileen

2009-06-08T23:24:00.004+08:00

The strongest thing ever.And everyone needs a little of it.No matter who you are.
-eileen

2009-06-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

false pretendence.

2009-06-07T20:52:00.003+08:00

hi.

found a rather interesting poem on the net today.

i was just randomly surfing the net then i found this.lol

it doesnt have a title..

"forget him
forget his name, forget his face
forget his kiss,
his warm embrace
forget the love you once knew
remember he has someone new
forget him when they played your song
remember when you cried all night long
forget how close you two were
remember he has chosen her
forget you memorized his walk
forget the way he used to talk
forget the things he used to say
remember he has gone away
forget his laugh, forget his grin
forget the dimples in his chin
forget the way he held you tight
remember he's with her tonight
forget the time that went so fast
forget the love that moved,it's past
forget he said he'd leave you never
remember that he's gone forever..."

i know its kinda lame la..nvm

-eileen

2009-06-07T16:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIYING!

hahas happy 15th birthday(:

ok.i just realized my previous blog post is a little misleading.i meant that guys i like always tell me about the problems with girls they like.and yea i'm like their cupid cuz i bring two lovers together.

very great of me?i think so too (:

whatever. ~~fuck them all~~

siannn..i very bored..hmm something bad/sad happened ystd.

if you're clever you will know.

hahas.

obviously its non-political.since whn do i study politics?lol.

blah.gna go.

shall consider if i blog tmr.

-eileen.~~(the sucker)~~

2009-06-06T17:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIGIN!!!!!

i love you my darling gin (:

eileen

2009-06-05T22:43:00.009+08:00

This is such a JOKE.

i mean seriously.the guy i like is telling me about the girl he likes.

obviously its not me since im like a ~~fucking fat cow~~.

anyway, back to the problem.ugh i hate my life.everytime my crushs all tell me about their probs with the girls they like.am i like some love expert?sheesh.and i hate it especially when they dont know how much im hurting on the inside.

nevermind.they wont understand.

2009-06-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

ok hi.

im blogging! woo.hoo. happiness, right?

heh wrong actually.how come during the hols so many people emo?!if you're reading this yew hui, im not only saying its you.anyway people emo until i also emo already.

sheesh.i wanna enjoy the hols but i cant.homework,remedial lesson and all sorts of whatnots is like taking up my whole hols.stupid =.=

somethimes i do wonder why i always get left out or anything.

and i realise that there's a problem with my attitude?don't you guys think so?

nevermind.all i wanna say is, life is totally unfair to me.ever since primary school, i always get cheated of my feelings.lets take my EX-bf as an example.well he WAS my bf, until he started flirting with my friend and ends up FALLING IN LOVE with her.fair or is it just my prob?my prob that im TOO FAT and TOO UGLY to even keep my bf interested,yea?

sian.seriously i suck la.

2009-05-12T18:58:00.008+08:00

hohos.

shocked, aren't you? Lol. I am actually blogging man. Can't believe it.

Just realized my last post was eons ago. Tsk!Tsk!

Anyway, the exams are finally OVER! Can relax already. Shiok.

Monday- HCL paper1 & Lang Arts:Lols not bad. Can pass.
Tuesday- Geography & Maths paper1:Geog was OK. Maths is..*slits throat and die*
Wednesday- Chemistry:If I don't pass this, I'm gonna kill myself.
Thursday- Physics: Either I fail, or I get a borderline pass.
Friday- HCL paper2:Didn't have enough time to do. Rushed through the last few questions in 5 freaking minutes.
Today- Math paper2:I'm gonna kill myself if I can't pass this. So gonna fail math man.

Yup, those are all the tests.

I have nothing to blog about, so i shall blog about MOTHERS' DAY, which was 3 days ago.

Spent the afternoon doing Math revision paper. Super sian.

My brother actually bought a small bouquet of flowers for my mum. How sweet! I gave my present too :D It was scrambled eggs with sausages and lightly toasted bread with jam :D

my bro's flowers :D

Went to my grandma's house in the evening to celebrate Mothers' Day :D

yes, I watched "Charlie and The Chocolate Factory" there..

My greedy brother!

Family gathering!

My ahgong:"I'm gonna eat you up!" xD

Family photo.

Camwhore!

My dad has a tummy..gotta tell him to lose it.

My sweet ahma :D

Gifts from my aunt! She just came back from Taiwan.
THE CAKE! It's damned yummy, I tell you.

ok. TUESDAY.

went on a SHOPPING SPREE with JingYi after exams. Damned shiok.

Bought ALOT of stuff..i think i spents like $70 plus? Or maybe more..

Here are my buys...

CANDY!

My rubber bands..

Ming's b'dae prezzie.

uh. You can read, right?

READ.

I LOVE THIS.BEST FOUNDATION EVER.

It smells super nice!

this is stuck on my phone now.LOL

ok.TODAY

Holy. I just realized its already 11+ pm..

Nvm.Shall continue blogging since i might not update for another 3 plus months..hohos

Didn't feel like going back to school.Super sian.

oh ya..OBS! It's happening from 20th July to 24th July. HEES :D

Super excited about it :D But 5 days of no clean toilets..I will DIE!

Anyway,

Ate lunch with JingYi today..

Then borrowed Final Fantasy DVD from her. And He's just not that into you.

well.that's all

see you guys 3 months later..xD

ciao~

i just dont know how to say..

2009-03-31T22:40:00.003+08:00

havent posted for a long time.. whatever. didnt feel like blogging for the past few weeks. its just that suddenly felt emotional so decided to blog about it since i cant tell anyone face to face about it..

well..i realize that im not a good friend. i always throw my friends aside just to fit into the crowd.. and now that i've lost my true friends..i finally know how painful it is.. no use regretting now, right? only have my silly self to blame..

can i reverse time? i would want to go back to days of 2K, whr im super close to my friends..and not like now..all in different worlds, immersed in our own things..too busy to care about each other..am i allowed to cry after all the selfish things i've done..?i think not..

and now, i realize that they can actually do without me..just the 2 of them on their own..how should i feel..?happy because i can finally fit in without bothering so much? or sad and regretful that i've comitted a sin of abandoning my closest sisters..?i don't know..

right now..all my heart feels of is regret..regrets of not hanging out with them more often..regrets of throwing them aside..regrets of not treasuring them..

even if we meet now..we do not share common topics of conversations..instead they converse among themselves much better, without me butting in..

i only have myself to blame for this ending..and this, is how horrible i am. go ahead and scold me.i truly deserve it.

and to them, sorry.

eileen

2009-03-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.I AM STILL ALIVE AND KICKING. DO NOT ASSUME THAT I AM DEAD.THANK YOU.

lols. i do not know what to post. talking to jingyi on the phone now. she is screaming her head off because mr teo told us that the ASK was supposed to be handed in on monday but in actual fact is due yesterday. so she did not manage to hand it in and is very angry now. my ears are bleeding because she screamed too much.

LOL. school hols now. got a shitload of homework to complete. irritating teachers. whatever. heh i think that others are v shuang la. i still have to work la...tmr still got traning..should i go for class outing?lols no la no la. obviously going la..but like v little ppl going leh..

i dont feel like typing snymore..maybe leter when i feel like it i will post some random pictures..hmms.

thats all for now.
ciao
eileen

2009-02-27T23:08:00.006+08:00

hey all.. i have a piece of good news..

MR ONG CAME BACK TO TEACH US TODAY!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

sorry..but it's just that i'm super happy that mr ong finally came back to teach 3F :D

but i bet he still thinks that we're a bad class la..

hmms..3F! we must jiayou so as to not let teachers look down on us, okay?

lols :D

chem was ok today.. didn't make ms choa angry :D

but made zhang lao shi angry D: heh because of all the people who never hand in their zuo wen..argh..

had debate for LA today.. super fun :D i LOVE debates xD damned funny de :D

after school went to jingyi's house to finish up our chemistry presentation..

ate lunch at subway!
lols im so lame right?

anyway, i realized that there are super pretty flowers blooming on the trees outside my class..

OK you cannot really see it properly but it's really nice :D

oh yea..on tuesday went to Henderson CC for training.. damned pathetic, only got 2 courts and there are like 30 plus people there la..but never mind.. at least next Tuesday is at JE sports halls with 6 courts waiting for us xD

after training went to tiong bahru plaza..lol usual activity luh..ate PIE KIA! super nice :D
had pepper chicken pie and ham chicken&cheese pie

pictures!

heh sorry didn't take picture of the pepper chicken pie cuz i was too hungry and ate it up first xD

lols should i post candid photos of peng cheng and regina..?
lols maybe not bah..hahas im not that bad de :D

ok i shall sign off for now

ciao
eileen

2009-02-26T21:21:00.002+08:00

ugh..dont feel like talking about today..i feel damned disappointed with the class and myself..

after what happened yesterday(shan't reveal th details), mr ong actually meant what he said and didnt come to class AT ALL today..god

and to make things worse, another teacher got pissed off at us. Super great right?

haiz..there will be one day when NO teacher wants to even step into our class..let alone TEACH us..

why must it turn out to be like this? 3F is actually not a bad class..but its like..some people in the class just cannot fail to anger the teachers la..what the freak is wrong with them la?!

ugh nevermind..you guys can just ignore me.. i'm most probably pms-ing or something..

freaking stressed out nowadays..want to cry also cannot cry.wanna scream also cannot.cannost fan something to vent my anger on.. its really very horrible..

im afraid of losing my friends..afraid of failing year3..afraid of getting into trouble..

nevermind..i think i'm just being too paranoid..hahas

signing off for now

ciao
eileen

2009-02-23T21:32:00.002+08:00

i feel lazy to blog..LOLS

ok..prepare yourselves..

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THE COMMON TESTS JUST ENDED TODAY!!!! FINALLY, ALL THE AGONY IS GONEEEEEE!!!!

MUAHAHAHA. ok im too lame lols xD

math test today was OK..except that I COULDN'T FIND THE GODDAMNED POINT H. stupid. anyway i dont think i will fail bahh..unless i have alot of careless mistakes. *gasps*

having chem presentation sometime this week..my group havent even done it yet la!! DIE x.x

heh im starting to think that ALOT of teachers hate my class already.. can tell la.. it's SUPERRRR obvious de. they just give the SUPER irritated face at us.. haiz sometimes i wish the class would be a little more 'guai. just a little more will do.. it's really difficult to concentrate curing class when ther's like alot of noise..and having to SHOUT at the class everytime is really annoying me and i know it annoys them too..

ok..I WAS CRAZEHHHH THE WHOLE DAY TODAY XD. i have NO IDEA why. ask my brain. if it's willing to tell you. HAHA. see? im acting crazy again! LOL

oh. i forgot to post pictures of Ms Lai's last day in school and 2K reunion on valentines' day :D

dammnit. i can't upload photos.. STUPID BLOGGER. nevermind.. i shall try and see if i can upload any videos. LOL

ok it's taking damned bloody long to upload..ARGHHHH

ah!i shall tell you guys about something different :D

SKIP BEAT!!!!! I LOVE SKIP BEAT!!! ok sorry.. but the anime AND manga ROCKZXZXZXZ

LOL.

not only is it nice to watch and read..ITS FUNNY TOO! especially kyoko's "GRUDGE". LOL they never fail to make me crack up :D

people! YOU SHOULD WATCH SKIP BEAT :D

ok i shall not wait for the stupid video le..

signing off for now :D

ciao~
eileen<3

2009-02-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

sorry guys..i know i know. i've been too busy to blog these few weeks.or should i say ~~too lazy~~? hmms. lol anyway it's because of all the tests cropping up so that's why i haven't been blogging much. yea things will go on like that for quite a while, so bear with it yea?lol

for people who have been telling me to update, i've finally update. hahas and jingyi, my blog is not yet dead but half dead and i've just revived it again. lol im so lame.

there was physics debate today..nuclear power thingy. jingyi didnt come to sch cuz she was sick. thus we only had 3 speakers instead of 4. haiz. anw i think it went pretty well except for the part whr i was shaking like shit during my turn to speak. can't blame me, i was the first speaker. x.x

had chinese and lang arts test today..both were quite ok luhs. not very difficult..

i felt damned freaking stupid during math today luh..mr ong gave us revision worksheets to do. everyone finished the qns damned fast and kept comparing answers with each other and i was the only one asking people how to do. im like super stupid la. gosh.

i think im starting to feel the stress from yr 3 alr..ugh i dont understand a single thing about chemistry and i think im gonna fail my math test on monday..i can't really grasp the concepts..argh..if only i was just a little smarter..

anyway, i have a little situation here.i want to help my friend but i dont how to..maybe you guys can give me some suggestions..this is her problem..

my friend(let's call her sally).ok sally told me that she likes this guy in her class..but at the same time she is also not sure if she like that guy but she is sure that she feels some sort of attraction to him.she told me that the guy has someone he likes..but the person he likes is not really reciprocating his feelings,making him sad..so sally has asked for my advice..and i really dont what to tell her..can you guys help?thanks alot,yea? :D

ok i gotta go finish all my homework alr..tomorrow got training in school after that i still have to work later in the afternoon.

ciao~
eileen

2009-02-05T22:45:00.002+08:00

ok im gonna make this post very short as i have no time!!!

chionging LA presentation for tomorrow now..argh so much things to do, so little time!

ok..

kian lin managed to finish his 20 letters after all. he is the pro luh..

uhh..argh having mental block..shit..

nevermind i shall blog about something else..

ugh why must she rub salt into the wound?can't she see that i'm very hurt over that matter alr? why must she still insult me with all her hurtful words..so what is she is bigger than me?does that give her the RIGHT to hurt,insult and break me?and why was i so STUPID to cry over that matter?doesnt matter if it was at home or outside..but i was really hurt.must she slap me just because i shouted to her to stop talking about it?

can someone tell me what wrong was i in?

shall update on this post tomorrow.LOL

ciao~
eileen<3

p/s: the blackforest mcflurry is NOT NICE.

2009-02-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

hola people.

school was ok today..except that i acted really crazy 'cuz i kept laughing non-stop..hahas don't know what's wrong with me..lols

kian lin got scolded by mr ong today cuz he scolded "your mother die la!".lol mr ong wanted him to write letters to the mothers of the people who heard him say that..which is like 20 people including mr ong himself..poor thing.

went for LA remedial today even though i wasn't inside..felt that my LA wasn't good enough..and also partly to accompany cindy :D

after remedial waited a few million years for my mum and her friend to pack up so as to go home with them..was like walking around the canteen with nothing to do..im sure i looked like a retard..

my day was actually quite good today..until i overheard my mum talking to my grandma on the phone..they were talking about my father..shall not go into details but it made me feel very bad..i wish i can do something to help them..but what can i do now?i can't even get good grades for my mum to be proud of..i'm such a failure..i want to study but can't get the motivation to..what is wrong with me??

ok that was something different..nevermind..back to doing stupid physics assignment..

ciao~
eileen<3

2009-02-02T21:06:00.006+08:00

hello people...I ARE VERY BORED.gosh..why does school seem more boring nowadays?though i realised that i have been laughing ALOT these few days..LOL dno because of what...*stares at a certain someone* LOL.

ok..lemme blog about yesterday..rushed to JP library directly after work there with GINGIN and ziyu..was supposed to "study" but ended up laughing and laughing and laughing non-stop..people around was like staring at us lor..so paiseh x.x heh..actually bumped into yewhui and benjamin there..o.o benjamin kept asking what my weight was =.= fine i know i'm fat..stupid guy..anyway, i managed to complete most of my hw..so it wasn't a complete wasted trip after all.LOL

MONDAY

checking of thermometers today..most of the peeps brought except for a few...hahas yewhui's thermometer wasn't working..LOL he lucky shit lor..the teacher didnt ask him to on his..LOL

mr ong didnt come in the morning cuz he was having fever o.o heh

had geography test today..LOL i studied last minute and i still managed to answer all the questions.lol but i think i'm not gna score v well for it lor..hai.

mr ong scolded our class today D: shall not go into the details..

after school stayed back awhile with cindy,jingyi to do LA project..very rushed nia..but we managed to finish up some parts :D

ok now for some random photos...

a typical day in school...

me and cindy were zilianing in class..GOSH i look so ugly x.x

GINGIN's PATRICK!!patrick rocks *nods head to self*

isn't it cute?*HINTS HINTS!my b'dae is on 8th jul xD*

i love my cousin's baby..isn't she cute?awww xD

shall end off with a picture of...

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MILO DINOSAUR!!lol this was the display thingy set up at the McDonald's store i work in..its so cute la xD but i think the promotion ended liao..i think now the ongoing one is the

"CADBURY BLACKFOREST MCFLURRY"

it sounds so posh right?i know LOL

ciao~
eileen<3

2009-01-30T22:58:00.003+08:00

PEOPLE...PREPARE YOURSELVES...
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AFTER SO MANY HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF YEARS, I HAVE FINALLY UPDATED MY BLOG.

EILEEN HAS OFFICIALLY REVIVED HER BLOG!!!

*applause*

ok i'm so lame..rawr..i feel so damned lazy to blog la.LOL.and don't comment on the blogskin.i just took the first "nice" skin i could find on bloskins.com.

heh..i know its not very nice la but bear with it lor..will find time to change it soon.. :D

for those who do not know, i am currently in 3F living with a new bunch of peeps.i think its still ok la..not bad (: but i still miss 2K though.. i mean who won't la. 2K was such a great class *smiles*

ok i are bored..got alot of homework for the weekend and i just finished my physics e.portfolio thingy.just crapped all the way lor..hahas lol i know..with this type of attitude i wont be able to get GPA 3 de..haiz but nevermind.eileen will try her best!LOL

ehh i dont know what else to say le..GOTTA UPDATE INFO ABOUT MYSELF.heh just realised that 'about me' part is wayyy outdated.LOL

ok peeps.that's it for now (:

ciao~
eileen<3

2008-06-14T21:23:00.000+08:00

SORRY!!!

I didn't have internet connection for 1 whole week! Blame it on the stupid modem....RAWR! Anyway i finally can blog! MUAHAHA!!

I LIKE KUNGFU PANDA!! Po is funneh. Seriously. I'll give the movie 5 stars! You guys should watch it too if you are into comedy. Haha. I realize that Jack Black has a very charming voice. They pronounce "Master WuGui" with an accent. Imagine that!

I recommend you guys the fight between Po and Tai Lung. V. interesting..

a little intro..

I'll make this short, yea?

Ciao~
eileen<3

2008-06-06T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hey people! Went to Vivo with Jingyi today. Jingyi wanted to buy a bag you see. Anyway we reached there around 2 [thanks to me being late. Sorry Jingyi!] and the first stop was CANDY EMPIRE! I love Candy Empire can..especially fabulicious[however you spell it]! Jingyi's total spending at there amounted to $33!! Li-hai bo? lol

Saw some kind of event on the way to Zinc..watch it for a while..
chicken little!

more chicken little!

some random thing..

ahh..so superheros were made here..interesting.. LOL =.=

After that went to Zinc to get Jingyi's bag..she bought a black bag with white linings that coast $70! She is bloody rich *nods head*

I kept asking to go to Daiso so we went there next. Daiso is like the best place ever. Everything there only $2! Super cheap la. We bought some soba sauce and vinegar there so that next week when me & regina go her house can eat. MUAHAHA. i bought a pretty handphone charm and earrings!

earring.

Handphone charm.

Ima july baby!! xD

Went to skypark after that to soak our tired feet. Don't know about Jingyi my my feet already have blisters!![thanks to my stupid shoes =.=]

heh Jingyi acted emo there. LOL she quite pro leh..

she pro right?LOL

Went to Subway for Jingyi's lunch. Ordered a bottle of Snapple and Double Chocolate Chip cookies. Double choc is the BEST!

my subway meal.

my snapple!

DOUBLE CHOC!!

Jingyi's green tea plus my Snapple. Nice mix (:

Went to Pageone to browse books and then Forever 21. I LOVE FOREVER 21!!

After that went to the entrance to wait for Jingyi's dad to arrive. Took pictures of the foutain. haha.

Jingyi's dad came and he fetched me to CCK. Thanks uncle!

Just finished watching "I Shouldn't Be Alive" on Arts Central. The episode was about 3 people stuck on an ice mountain..the poor person who went by himself to get help for his friends ended up getting his right foot amputated midfoot and his left leg amputated below the knee. His fingers were all amputated and his left hand got amputated mid palm. Poor thing man. His friends suffered from severe frostbite and well the fingers got amputated and toes..sad man..

Gonna watch D.GRAYMAN now. D.GRAYMAN ROCKSZXSZXSZXSZXSZXS!!

2008-06-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hey ho people! Watching "Taboo" right now on Arts Central. Lemme tell you something. You DO NOT want to eat the stuff they are eating. Totally REVOLTING.

STUPID BLOGGER DONT LET ME UPLOAD PICTURES!!!!!! Nevermind..shall upload them tomorrow then. But people, Arts Central is a very good channel. Esp. the documentaries. MUST WATCH! xD

back to watching taboo!

nites!
eileen<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">UPDATE!!!!

here are the pictures of yesterday.

eyeballs.

heart.

some spare parts..

TOTALLY DISGUSTING!!

2008-06-05T13:31:00.000+08:00

hey people!watched "The Blue Planet" yesterday and it was damn interesting.took some videos with my handphone [i do not own a recorder though i'd love to have one] and decided to post it here (:

For those of you who can't see properly due to the "moving stripes", the fishes, called razorfin fish[i think], are trying to escape their predators [Bottlenose Dolphins] and their method is to bury themselves in the sand. Cute aren't they? Funny little thingys xD Who knew that dolphin can be so aggressive? HAH bet you didn't know that.

This is a v. BIG FAT FISH/SNAIL/THINGY. Anyway, the poor little snail tried to escape the BIG FAT THINGY and well it got eaten up [obviously.the snail was moving too slow.HAH.].poor thing.and well the hermit crabs are frantically trying to get the snail's shell. Let me tell you something. The hermit crabs are BLOODY FUNNY. They were like SNAP SNAP SNAP everywhere. Funny shits.

shall end this post with some quiz results..

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.

A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.

A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything.

No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

WTH? I belong in London?!i soo prefer Paris..

Your Luck Quotient: 49%

You have an average luck quotient.

There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.

You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.

So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

That explains my luck..

Your Wrestler Name Is...

Jade Nightmare

What's Your Wrestler Name?

JADE NIGHTMARE! HAHAHAHAHA!! =.= That picture looks porno to me -.-

oh wells.

ciao~
eileen<3

p/s: i so do not know why there is another picture below the videos. Anyone care to tell me?

2008-06-05T12:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE.

yes i know.i haven't blogged in 3 months.i was too lazy.BWAHHAHAHAHA.

so now its the hols and there are CRAPLOADS of homework to do.and guess what i finished so far?

*drumrolls*

MATH WORKSHEET!

i am soo pro right? =.=

so, im like looking for a part time job and well i couldn't find any(obviously =.=).and then i was reading xiaxue's blog when i suddenly realise that if i go back to blogging everyday, i can earn money![credit goes to advertlets of course :D ] that is why i am sitting in front of my dumb computer and typing my ass away..lalala~

ok..what happened today..

had friendly match with christ church sec at woodlands sports hall[LAUGHS EVILLY AT REGINA]

obviously me and regina lost the match luh.after all,people do say that rv badminton is lousy[KILLS PEOPLE].haiz.but the rest of the matches went pretty well..hehe me and regina SLACKED like the whole time.BWAHAHAHA.

the pic that i took and photoshopped (:

really boliao right?LOL

anyway, must find a time to do history and math project with migin and gang..
we seriously do not do work when together.haiz *shakes head in disappointment*

migin dah-ling's b`dae is coming soon!!!hehehe gna watch KUNG FU PANDA! i think its seriously funny and cute.LOL

funny thing :D

well shall end my post here.

signing off,
eileen<3

p/s: do comment on the skin (: thanks

2008-01-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

today sucked.

what am i talking about?everyday sucks.

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ok that was a code.try to de-code it.

just kidding.it was just a bunch of crap.bloody stressed out.~~fucking~~ life.can i not walk it anymore?ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH rawr. geeshhhhhhhhhhhh...

tmr against swiss cottage....hope stupid coach let me n regina play..if not i hantam him..

signing off,
eileen

2008-01-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

it feels so good to let everything out at home after a hard day in school.as usual it wasnt a very nice day.but at least hist didnt repeat itself lol.

ms chew got angry at some people for not paying attention in class and well she stopped teaching r&j obviously.got 6 pieces or chao1xie3..sian diao.still need do wadeva reflection crap.

went to bbss to watch th b'div girls' match btwn boonlay and rv.they won by 1 mark only nia..but nvm seniors are always th best!

aft th match went to bukit batok int.ate mac wif regina and crapped lol.then went home..

what am i supposed to do now?am i supposed to continue putting on a mask so that no one knows that im sad?i hate this kind of feeling.i cant show people my real emotions least they say tt im emo or wadeva crap.im sick or all this stuff...i want people to know the real me but everyone in class is like dont bother liddat...but they dun seem to have any link with my problems either..i still have to smile even whn im sad..i cant afford to cry again in class..people will say that im jus crying for attention...why cant i jus have someone who will jus listen to me and really understand me well?!

signing off,
eileen

2008-01-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

JIAYOUS TO THE B'DIV GIRLS TOMORROW!!!

all the best from,
eileen!

2008-01-17T12:42:00.000+08:00

i don't like 2k.

i totally agree with migin.no one cares about how you are or what you are feeling.even if you're crying,people just stare at you then turn back and whisper to each other or continue staring.its such an uber rude thing to do.gahh nevermind.pffffffft.hoping that tomorrow will be a ~~better day~~.like real.everyday will be the same.nobody will still care about you.maybe i'll just stay with migin since we feel the same way.hah

2k = bunch of crap

currently attempting to fold 1000 paper cranes so that i can make a wish for someone..he/she might not know it but,its better that he/she does not know.im so wuliao right?hah.

working on my 50th crane right now..geesh i might take more then half a yr to fold 1000 man..

signing off,
eileen

2008-01-15T12:52:00.000+08:00

hello people.

i know my blog is dead already..i have no time to blog.and im too lazy to blog.

i just realized that i lead a very sucky life with people who are too good and makes me feel demoralized.i hereby announce that i am a very sucky person that leads a very sucky life who makes sucky decisions and do sucky things.

today was a very boring day.exp for r&j part.i like r&j not th lang tho.i like science but not th teacher.boring.i love the performance in the hall today..they are damn pro and i hope that they can perform again..

great.now im writing in sucky lang too.nvm shall end my post here.nothing much le..don't blame me if i dun post for like 3 to 4 months.

signing off,
eileen the sucky

2008-01-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

yes people i know i havent blogged for 1937539yrs but im blogging now :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA SONG XING!sorry forgot to bring ur presents x.x

today was yr one cca trials.i was acting like a retard during the badminton trial and scared th yr ones.they must have been thinking that i was crazy or sth.anw,i took th initiative to make some new friends!yup made quite alot of friends.1L de boys damn cute can.esp marvin and wads his name?i think kevin or kelvin.sth liddat de.made friends from 1J and 1K!

i know im baised towards chio ppl cuz most of my friends were chio-bus!seriously they are freaking chio.there was rachel,kristine or wadeva dno how spell,nicole(1j),ensian,yanning and jieli[jelly!](1k).seriously jieli they all are damn bloody enthu.i was like asking which class was 1k which was 1l then i walked past 1k and she was like,"1k rocks!" then i was like "2k rocks too!" and then we started talking LOL.she's v nice la.too bad dun wan join badminton D: but nonetheless i made some new friends!i still wanna make friends with mini chikan.oh speaking of chikan,one of the 1k girls think he's shuai(?) wun say who tho LOL.

doing homework now..i've vowed to be a v guai person since this yr is th streaming yr..i wanna get at least GPA 3.0 this yr lor..wasnt able to hit 3 last yr but this yr i will hit more then 3!

signing off,
eileen<3

2008-01-03T10:30:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

school re-opened today.ok i admit i dreaded it at first but once i saw everyone i was like 'OHMIGOSH I FINALLY GOT TO SEE EVERYONE!!!!I MISSED THEM SOO MUCH!' yea so i ended up liking school again :D

everybody grew taller can.eg. kellyz,sx,ps,zile,samuel THEY GREW LIKE A HEAD OR TWO CAN?!except for kelly la.BUT THE REST WERE FRIGGING SHOCKING!im jealous..WHY CANT I GROW TALLER?!?!shitty body.

anw,changed form and co-form.ms tan and ms lai.hope they are as nice as they sound.one teaches geog and the other bio.so sad mdm lalitha go away liao.. T-T mrs choy still teach us maths[HORRAY!] and li lao shi still teach us hcl[HORRAY AGAIN!].

this yr streaming yr nia..must work hard liao cannot slack as much as during sec one..so i wun be posting so much.

signing off,
eileen <3

2007-12-14T12:26:00.000+08:00

I'M A RETARD!

yes people i've gone crazy already.due to the fact that i have not finished my homework and its already december 13th,2007.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i'm so dead already..gahhhhh nevermind i shall chiong all my homework in one week if not two. THATS THE MAXIMUM.stupid homework..gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!geesh now im making all those weird weird noises pffffffffffffffft.argh!another weird noise!im seriously going crazy.._|_

signing off,
eileen [the retard]

2007-12-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

yes people i cut my hair until youhee's style.i like her hair mah..

and i know its a bad job done but i still like it cuz my mum cut it.and it was cut FOR FREE.that's why i like my mum cutting my hair and i can tell her to cut what..saloon de is like so what lor.my mum was a professional once ok?

LOL.i still cannot get used to it but oh wells..what had been done has been done.no turning back ((:

blog later!~

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-12-13T09:58:00.000+08:00

lets see how much i've earned so far..

2CENTS.

such great news right??LOL i vow to blog everyday now so as to EARN MORE $$$

oh and fyi my blog counter counts how many unique visitor there are and not how many times people come to this blog.yea so don't think my blog sux as there are so little people coming. ((:

had training today!still had to do the 50 X 100 sets of swing but at least there are no more drills!!

*rejoice rejoice*

thinking of changing my racket string to black..looks cool leh.and wondering wad colour to change my grip to..hmm..bright pink?nah.better stick to my RED

i love badminton!WOOTS!~

shall blog later~~~~

signing off,
eileen the MAD

2007-12-12T15:13:00.000+08:00

YES!!!!!!stupid mozilla had to be restarted so that i can view my blog..stupid. -.-

ANYWAY,i changed my blog pic.nice eh? I LOVE THE PICTURE!!!i'll go photoshop if i have the time..now no time to wait for photoshop to load..load too slow zzz.

my earnings are still stuck at SGD$0.01..sian diao..at this rate when will i earn $1?!?!?geesh..i think even after 1 year i wouldnt even reach $1..SIAN.

gotta go liao there's still training tomorrow..sian diao again..

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-12-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY COMPUTER?!?!WHY CANT I GO TO MY BLOG?!?!? GAHHHHHHHHH STUPID ~~FUCKING~~ COMPUTER!!!!

2007-12-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

so far i've just earned.....

SGD$0.01

how nice right?!man its PATHETIC..GAHHHHHH i just i wont make much money like that..geesh..im still bored outta my mind..think im gonna do th quiz tt kellyz tagged me to do..

List 13 people.

1. regina
2. pengcheng
3. felicia
4. kellyz
5. grace(fromJustMath)
6. jessica
7. ziyu
8. huiwen
9. oonhim
10. qingyi
11. yueyin
12. chingxing
13. hazel

If number 4 [kellyz]gives you a present on your birthday, what would you do?
i'll love her like MAD!and give her a very big hug and get her TWO presents on her b'dae!

If number one [regina]did not turn up on one of your outings, what would you do?
i'll be very sad and not enjoy my outing..i love her very much you know

If number six [jessica]were to confess to you LOVE, what would you do?
love her back of course!

If number two [pengcheng]says she hates you, what would you do?
she wouldnt hate me de (:

If number 8 [huiwen]gossiped about you, what would you do?
i'll be very heartbroken

If number 10 [qingyi]and number 3[felicia] declared war on each other, what would you do?
woah..relax ladies!i'll be like the ice bag?LOL

If one day, thirteen [hazel]decides to turn homosexual, how would you feel?
umm..shocked?she loves jade too much to turn homo i think LOL

What if number 12 [chingxing]and number 7 [ziyu]stead someday, what would be your first reaction?
hmm..i wouldnt be shocked.its the usual LOL

What would happen if number 9 [oonhim]went mad someday?
she's alrdy mad LOL

What if one day number 5 [grace]decides to go bungee jumping?
ask if i can go with her.LOL i love bungee jumping!

Does number 11 [yueyin]like to burst balloons?
idk worr..she has weird habits so who knows?

5 lucky friends to do this:
~regina
~jingyi
~felicia
~grace
~oonhim

thats all!SHIT I FORGOT TO WATCH WITCH YOOHEE TODAY!!GAHHHHHHHHH

signing off(very quickly),
eileen<3

2007-12-12T10:11:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!~

hehehe i just joined Advertlets.wahahahhaha don't blame me.i'm short of money and is despo for it.who isnt?LOL ehh but i don't think i will earn much..based on the amount of people that come to my blog everyday..earning even $1 is difficult..haiz..

i'm currently crazy over f.i.r's new album "爱· 歌姬".its really very nice esp the song "月牙弯".i'm gonna change my blog song to that!wahahahahha

gahhhhhhhhhh I WANNA GO FOR MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT!!im jealous of hazel ching and felicia who are able to go..RAWR!!!they are rocking away at the concert while im stuck at home doing practically NOTHING.geesh..

so sian laaaaaaaa..im short of money,stuck at home and stoning away..and my only company is my com and kellyz who's talking to me now..THANKS KELLY!ILY <333

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-12-12T08:47:00.000+08:00

i am so BORED.i have nothing to do and i am stuck at home with a whole stack of unfinished HOMEWORK.how nice right?AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i might go crazy if this continues..I WANNA GO OUT!!!!!rawr my mum wouldn't freaking let me..gahhhhhhhhh its like im grounded or something lor..only can go for training and nothing else..and my muscles hurt.ALOT.still freaking pissed about my size..gotta go on a diet..im so F-A-T.i hate holidays.boring and weight-gaining.stupid holidays.it would have been better if there wasnt any homework..stupid teachers..stupid school.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH going crazy alrdy lah!!!

I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

signing off,
eileen the siao person.

2007-12-07T09:15:00.000+08:00

I FOUND ENCHANTED SOUNDTRACK.WAHAHAHA i love the song man.oh and this is PIP!!!the cutest scene!

DAMN CUTE!!!

behind the scenes!

i love enchanted man!

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-12-07T08:41:00.000+08:00

guess what?

i watched enchanted 2 times in a row.pro right?lol i enjoyed it thats for sure.pip(or whatever) was so cute!!i liked the way he acted as giselle and th witch.so cute la.i could watch another if i didn't become bankrupt.LOL.watched it at vivo GV ystd and watched it at causeway cathy the day before.both times with different groups of people,different reactions.lol

ok so i didn't blog for dno how many million years but I DON'T CARE.

ok as regina requested,i shall blog abt the badminton chalet!!!

ok so on friday after training went to pc's hse to shower and eat..and we were late.we were supposed to meet others at pasir ris mrt but nvm.alot of ppl were late too.so we checked in and well..stoned.watched cartoons and other shows...yu le bai fen bai.LOL the xiao call ar..damn farnee.anw me,regina,pc,jy and grace went and walked arnd th whole downtown east..aft tt went to eat burger king..too bad i wasn't staying over so went home aft that.

on saturday..WENT TO ESCAPE!!!!WAHAHAHAHA i love the inverter ok.i haven't gotten enough of it yet.tho i went on it for 3 times..BUT I STILL WANT!!!!ok i screamed like HELL when i was on it.its not my fault!but i enjoyed it WAHAHAHHA.we stayed there for like......4~5 hrs?LOL then went back to chalet have BBQ!!!ok i love the bbq part!coach danny came and they played some games then the forfeit is like damn funny la!ate damn loads of marshmellows...then went home agn..how sad T-T

didn't go on sunday..

ya so tts all abt th badminton chalet..

nothing else to talk abt.

OH YA.I HAVEN'T FINISH MY HOMEWORK.die liao..x.x

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-11-30T04:15:00.000+08:00

wasting my time doing quizzes..nothing to do mah..so don't blame me. x33

found this quiz on jingyi's blog..

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouthwhen you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouthwhen you were NOT talking.
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screendoor .
[ ] You have jumped out of a movingvehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, thenpeople gave you weird looks.
total: 3

[ ] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabetand Twinkle Twinkle Little Star havethe same rhythm.
[ ] You just tried to sing them.
total: 1

[ ] You have tripped on your shoelaceand fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the the Matrix andstill don't get it.
[x] You didn't notice that in the lastquestion "the" was spelled twice
[x] You just looked at it.
[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ] People have called you SLOW.
total: 3

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose.
[x]You have caught yourself drooling.
[x] You've fallen asleep in class.
[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[ ]You just laughed.
tota l : 4

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about.
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
total: 2

[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
total: 2

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
[x] You break a lot of things.
total : 1

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
total: 1

[ ] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
total: 1

[ ] i reposted this XD
total: 0

score:18..WOOTS!i'm not stupid after all ((: LOLS[i had to use my calculator to calculate the score.lazy to calculate with my brain.]

You Are a Green Crayon

Your world is colored in harmonious, peaceful, natural colors.
While some may associate green with money, you are one of the least materialistic people around.
Comfort is important to you. You like to feel as relaxed as possible - and you try to make others feel at ease.
You're very happy with who you are, and it certainly shows!

Your color wheel opposite is red. Every time you feel grounded, a red person does their best to shake you.

What Color Crayon Are You?

i'm a green crayon?!wtf..

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

phew..and i thought i was more boyish.

You Are Immature

You are a big baby living in the body of an adult.
And although people may think your pajamas all day routine is cute, it gets old pretty fast!

Are You Immature?

I'M IMMATURE?!mehhhhhhh..cry already la..STUPID QUIZ!

You Are 64% Borderline

Many signs point toward you having a borderline personality.
It's probably a good idea to seek therapy. Or at least read a self help book.

Do You Have a Borderline Personality?

what does borderline personality mean anyway?0.o

Your Mind is 72% Cluttered

Your mind is quite cluttered. And like most clutter, it's a bunch of crap you don't need.
Try writing down your worst problems and fears. And then put them out of your mind for a while.

How Cluttered is Your Mind?

my mind is cluttered..right.

Your Birthdate: July 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.
You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.
A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.
Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.

Your strength: Your undying determination

Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle

Your power color: Plum

Your power symbol: Dollar sign

Your power month: August

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

wow?

You Are 40% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

...........

You Should Paint Your Room Orange

Fiery and fresh, an orange room brings intense happiness.
Your orange room will set a positive vibe - and brighten up any gathering.
Orange also promotes healthy communication... and stimulates the appetite!

What Color Should You Paint Your Room?

LOL orange room!

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.
You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.
Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.
You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.
Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

wtf..

ok..last quiz.

You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince)

You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments.
You know how to steal the spotlight...
And how to act out to get your way.

People around you know that you're good for a laugh.
But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone.
Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

but i'm not a drama queen rightt?

lol..now i get bored of doing quizzes.LOL

shall blog more later.

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-11-29T15:47:00.000+08:00

BLOG IS BACK INTO ACTION!

man,i almost lost all my html knowledge.LOL.

ok i know its late.i don't care.

was lazy th past few weeks..so didn't bother blogging.

okayy...

bought a new pencil case..

cheap.but nice hees

ok.no more mood to blog.tired.shall blog tmr.and change somethings..

signing off,
eileen<3

2007-11-03T12:02:00.000+08:00

I'm going to ignore everybody from today onwards.

I'm living in denial.

Emo-ing days.

Don't bother to contact me for the rest of the day.

Don't ask me why.I'm not in the mood to answer questions.Blog may be dead for awhile.

2007-10-29T14:25:00.000+08:00

i know its late.but im still awake SO WHO CARES?!

I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO SAKURA AND EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok,im being lame.but who cares?!I GOT TO GO TO SAKURA~~damn happy WAHAHAHAHA thanks daddy ;DD

sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.

i slept until 12++ pm today..damn tired.i know its freaking late,but again,WHO CARES?!my mum da pao ljs for me lehhhhhhhhhh.so nice hehe and my bro de fren de baby cousin is DAMN FREAKING CUTE LAAAAAA keep laughing de.i wan my mum to have another baby x33 jkjk LOLS

was watching "drumline" on chnl 5..cute nice..the marching bacnd hor,esp the drummers,ARE DAMN FREAKING PROOOOOO. so pro that i cant see their hands.CAUSE THEY ARE MOVING TOO FAST LOLS =.=

after that went for tuition..dreaded it..but i found out someone else who knows the red jumpsuit apparatus and the girls there are CRAZY over the click five.so happy!if only someone knew paramore..oh wells.

went to toa payoh hub,wadeva,to eat at sakura!!!eat until damn full leh..have to run dno how many rounds them can slim down liao..x.x

lezah's in gentinggggggggggggggg now..i want go..rather then go hongkong..i prefer KOREA or JAPAN la..TAIWAN also can..but not HONG KONG.all fake branded stuff..WHATEVER.

blah blah blah blah blah.

damn bored now..

talking to weijie on msn..he v cute leh.LOLs

signing off,
eileen<3
p.s:I MISS 6H'06 LOADSSSSSSS <333333

2007-10-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

i hate my ~~fucking~~ life.

with all my ~~fucking~~ problems.

i tried so hard to forget you..but it's impossible.

sorry i let you down..but please don't blame me..

2007-10-27T10:14:00.000+08:00

great.now i have chua song xing officially missing and officially adding to all my troubles.damn fucking worried.

2007-10-27T10:11:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of school.

mr see brought his guitar to school and left it in class in th morning.

after assembly got back our stuff..cip,progress reports blah blah.got a 2.5

seriously dropped.oh wells.

mr see gave out popular vouchers for the class comm members.im jealous.

ya then we sang we will get there and peng you.very touching..felt like crying but luckily didn't la.hugged ching,felicia,kelly,ong min,siying and who ah...?idk la forget alrdy.

then aft that was spring cleaning.kelly,song song,peng peng and xy were like spiderman liddat.climb onto the window ledges just to clean them.LOLS.heh i was unbuttoning song song's shoulder flap and then twisting it before buttoning it back agn.damn fun can.oh and mr see gave us M&N chocz yayness!

after that was recess..stupid song song drank my drink agn..den got pizza bread the smell..gave the rest of my grass jelly drink to him.no appetite le..went to look for ching ching,qing qing and xixi then all of use group hug.then go walk walk track but not enough time so walk back then go hall for assembly.

ms ek talk and talk and talk.almost fell asleep.thankfully some of her talk was interesting.then had prize presentation.clap until hands sore.>.<

mdm connie chan retiring le..dno why i sad la..but i cried.O.O kinda weird cuz i dun really know her LOL

then dismissal..kelly was damn high at th bus stop..i also crazy with her.LOL very paiseh..went to je.i am announcing that i am officially addicted to crunchie bar LOLs.ate another 2 bars today..i am seriously getting fat.damn.but who cares.i love my crunchie xD

after lunch we go library read book..qing qing help me borrow 1 book,thanks alot nu er ;DD

today was a sucky day.know why?

cause you didn't even bother with me or kelly la.i mean im ok with qingyi and jingyi but it still feels very wrong.ya ya i know your "phobia" or whatsoever.i'm sick with the way you're reacting to the whole situation.we were supposed to be best buds.i don't wanna end the school term like this..but sadly,it has to D:

signing off,
eileen D:

2007-10-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

learning symposium today.one word.BORING.

watched half of coach carter in the morning until 9.45.good movie =))

we won 3RD for the cheering and banner competition!WOOTS~~1I got 2nd and 1J got first.=.= anw,we got Monokuro.Boo pencils.SO CUTE!>.<

after the movie followed cari,veron,oonhim and felicia to listen to boring presentations..we went to listen to the L.I.F.E 4 presentation TWICE x33 thats how much we love our seniors hehex.then went to listen to some other boring boring boring presentations.

wanted to go haunted house but it closed before we went there..sad T-T

after assembly went back to class to push back tables and chairs..THE BLOODY FORENSIC SCIENCE THE PRESENTERS NEVER CLEAR UP THE BLOODY "CRIME SCENE" LA.FREAKING ANNOYING.THEN WE HAD TO CLEAR UP THE CLASSROOM.THEY USED THE ~~FUCKING~~ DOUBLE SIDED TAPE TO STICK THE PAPER LA.DAMN DIFFICULT TO TAKE OUT CAN.THEN THE "BLOOD" STAINED OUT BEAUTIFUL CLASS FLOOR LEH.damn pissed.

after dismissal,felicia had to go to some np thing so i went to join GAN QINGQING and LIM XIXI go jec x33

had lunch at mac's.saw kelly,jessica and jieru got KFC there eat.we crap crap crap about audition then finally finished lunch.then went watson go buy chocolate.XIXI IS DAMN NICE LA.SHE TREAT ME AND QINGQING A CRUNCHIE BAR EACH LEH!actually it was at $1.95 for 2 bars LOLS but i still love xixi <333

after that went to je library and talked more crap.hahaha de decided to go back jec take NEOPRINTS~!.it was xixi's first time leh!!me and qingqing got the honour lehhhhhh x33

here are some of the neoprints..

so nice right???LOLS

today was actually a very sucky day de lor..but with QINGQING and XIXI i became happy again.THANKS YOU GUYS!! =))

i have a feeling that we are drifting further apart already...today was an example..did you even notice when i was sad?no..you just carried on being hyper and everything..you thought i was alright and everything just by how i speak and everything..but have you ever wondered how i longed that i had not joined you..i thought we could be friends for a long time..but now,i'm doubtful about that.you have your own friends and i have mine.can't we just get along for one freaking day?without you running away..?i doubt so..i wished i was with the others..with my true friends..for they are indeed 1K and not like you..a 1K-ian but with others..i really want to cry already..we only have 2 years together..now only left with 1..and you are acting like nobody cares about you..do you know that you think that way because you didn't even make effort to communicate with people..you just stick to those whom you think is cool and everything..even now..you think that i'm an eyesore..i guess i'll just leave you alone with your little friends since you are not communicating with 1K-ians anymore.

pretend that you guys didn't see that okayy?i was just crapping ;DD

signing off,
Neelie xD

2007-10-25T10:44:00.000+08:00

TODAY MUST WATCH "LIVE THE DREAM" ON CHANNEL 5!!!THE CLICK FIVE ARE ON!!!!!WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~

2007-10-25T08:30:00.000+08:00

Would you cry if i died..?

i was wondering if anybody would cry if i was dead..i don't think anybody will..since i'm like such a whiny person who cries like a baby so easily and gets people into trouble.i so deserve to die.
signing off,
eileen D:

2007-10-25T07:00:00.000+08:00

today.hmmm...
i can say its a bad day AND a good day.
okayy..went to class to find that 1k classroom has been converted to a crime scence.bloody LOL.went down to track aft that..I ASKED OZONELAYER IF WE NEEDED TO BRING OUR BAGS DOWN AND HE SAID NO.AFTER ASSEMBLY WE NEEDED TO BRING OUR BAGS DOWN.how great.
at the grandstand,banner people went to paint banner and the rest of the class was to think AND practice the cheer.~~fucking~~ annoying.WE COULDN'T THINK OF A GOOD CHEER AND WE HAD TO MAKE DO WITH SOME CORNY BUT cute(?) cheer.after rehearsing and stuff,went to help with the painting of banner.STUPID WIND KEEP BLOWING AND SMUDGED OUR BANNER.~~FUCKING~~ PISSED.
the cheer competiton was OK luh.only that i was deafened by the loudness.LOL.=.= anw,aft sch went to bus stop.WAS LOOKING FOR FELICIA EVERYWHERE.but couldn't find her. D:

-I SHALL NOT REPEAT THE SCENARIO THAT HAPPENED AFTERWARDS-

chua song song is really scary when he's pissed.AND I'M NOT JOKING.NOT ONE TEENY WEENY BIT.

anw,after everything cooled down,went to take LRT with kelly,jessica,jieru,song song,and the dno who to BPP.jessica was SO CUTE.LOL.ate ljs hees..was teasing ahem and ahem.LOL.so cute can!=.=
after that took LRT for one whole round to go back to choa chu kang.
now im bored.seriously.

I KNOW!I SHALL SLEEP! =.=
signing off,
Neelie :D

2007-10-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

ANDAND,FELICIA!!!!!!!!YOU MUST CHEER UP OK?

2007-10-24T10:44:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOO!
i cant upload my pic to photobucket._|_ damn.
OK!today was a BORING BORING BORING day.shifted chairs and tables for tomorrow's BORING BORING BORING LEARNING SYMPOSIUM,howeva its spelled.ok recess..ate with felicia kelly + ps and sx.ps din eat o.o ok th VERY ANNOYING PART.sx was koping my food.and being egoistic.VERY EGOISTIC.damn him ]:< anw,was like laughing and laughing and laughing.and almost choked on my food.sx's fault. ]:< watched some BORING BORING BORING chinese movie..forgot th title leh.
ANYWAY,i went to Lezah's house to do th STUPID D&T PROJECT.her parents are so good.treated me to laksa.quite nice x33 yeah so we finished ALMOST ALL OF TH BRIDGE.the freaking glue gun was DAMN DIFFICULT TO CONTROL.like some person slobbering uncontrollably.LOL.ok maybe not like that.but you get the idea.aft that slack slack slack.Lezah played audition and well..was listening to the HOT POTATO SONG.seriously cute =))
then went home..LALALALALALA.so here i am blogging.shall sleep with Lezah tomorrow.
signing off,
Neelie<3
p.s try to make out what i was trying to say HEHE

2007-10-23T07:45:00.000+08:00

school today.sian.
dismissed at 12.30pm.superb :D
suddenly missed the old Hi-5.as in kathleen,charlie,kellie,tim and nathan that bunch of people.not sun and stevie.so was browsing through youtube for Hi-5 vids..

wish upon a star

kathleen's baby!so cute!looks just like kathleen.awwww..

haha.this was my favourite song by the Hi-5.move it hehe

and i used to sing this song to sleep LOL.dream on~~~

NICE!if you had three wishes,what would they be~~

LOL this goes all the way back to 1998 HAHA

LOL you are some kind of wonderful~~

another VERY NICE song.
oh and i found this funny cute clip while browsing for baby vox's MVs.

LOL
oh.and im changing my blog song.its wish upon a star by samantha mumba.
signing off,
eileen <3

2007-10-17T13:03:00.000+08:00

got back chinese paper today.
shall not comment on marks.
chiong-ingmflash.
gonna die tmr if we nv finish.
ok gotta go.
shall post more tomorrow.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]

2007-10-16T10:42:00.000+08:00

hey.didnt blog in a while cuz i have been watching korean dramas.goong s,coffee prince and witch yoo hee.all are funny LOL
today.went to jrl to do flash.didn't seem to complete it.
decided on th song notice me by zetta bytes.
dno wad song lai de
very boring/funny day.
dun hav much to post.
gonna change skin soon.
still working on it.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]

2007-10-11T09:09:00.000+08:00

today..sian
watched "After School" early in th morning..i still cant forget how lily was gang raped..too scary..-trembles- i cried 3 times..partly cuz too much blood..i admit im timid but it was really violent..it was touching too..esp the part whr the biao ge was in the hospital....
watched the front part of "to kill a mocking bird" aft that..
recess..ate burger?lols.
HCL..watched some olden chinese show..almost everybody was sleeping..i tried to sleep but couldn't..so ended up watching the show..
assembly..had the forum...not v interesting..were talking abt having vending machines in the canteen so that can speed things up a little between me,kelly,felicia,qy,yy.kelly din wan to go up and voice her opinions.. D:
PDP..watched the moon thingy?qy dropped the pen out of the window.funny la she LOL xD
went jec mac wif kellyz..i ate mcflurry while she ate fries..long time since i've ate it..crapped abt a lot of things L-O-L xD
MUST PRAY HARD!!!probably getting back hist,chi and physics paper tomorrow.physics is CONFIRM de liao..-dies- x.x
heard this very nice song with a very catchy tune ystd on 987fm..

Girl Next Door by Saving Jane..last yr de song.im so outdated right?no.maybe 987fm is outdated,not me.

-Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovely
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door

Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door

I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else

She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...-

signing off,
eileen [dead x.x ]

2007-10-10T12:35:00.000+08:00

nothing much today..
got back geog paper..wasn't happy with it.ohoh and i got 35 for chem,not 32.but im still not happy.i din get a B4 for geog but a ugly C5 instead.dammnit.
finished watching gongfu during chinese..
watched not to kill a mockingbird during lang arts..
both were equally boring..
though were a teeny weeny bit of funny..
boring day..
was very very bored..
so decided to add something to my blog..
nothing much really..
im a noob blogger...yups.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]

2007-10-07T13:37:00.000+08:00

Everybody's Fool by Evanescence.

-Perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool-

Going Under by Evanescnence.

-Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through

So go on and scream
Scream at me I"m so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under-

Amy Lee & Evanescence RAWKS.
no kidding.
eileen <3

2007-10-07T08:45:00.000+08:00

Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence.
it ROCKS.
-You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.-
lalalalala.
eileen xD

2007-10-07T04:25:00.000+08:00

fyi,they don't hate you anymore since you officially became 1I like dno how many weeks ago.
you were the one who hated me and you said i hated you?what the ~~fuck~~ sense is that?i have no ~~fucking~~ reason to hate you since we don't even ~~fucking~~ talk.
i have my friends and you have yours.i don't wanna ~~fucking~~ fight over this idiotic thing.wasting my precious energy.