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she Y him at 4:30 PM
Friday, February 11, 2011
she Y him at 6:31 PM
Thursday, February 10, 2011
yea yea im just using this blog to rant cuz i cant really post this on tumblr =/
anyway, i hate it whn its nearing my menses. pms sucks. seriously. my hormones go crazy and my emotions too. its so effing tiring sometimes. yea like just now. had a mini breakdown i have no freaking idea why.
maybe it was cuz of just now =/ idk luh. like whn he was talking abt her he seemed kinda sad. almost like he missed her or sth. idk luh. maybe im thinking too much abt it. i feel like i 比不上 her or sth. see what i mean by my emotions going crazy? exactly my point.
but thr's this concern of mine luh. had it from th start. i keep feeling that im not good enough for him. like seriously. im like too fat, too shy, too quiet, too uncaring, etc etc. sometimes i think that i dont love him as much as he does. and i feel super guilty about that. i mean come on. i really dont give him as much of my attention as he gives me =/ bahh even a simple thing like being sensitive to his feelings i als cannot do properly. seriously what kind of gf am i? horrible.
yea yea i know i need alot of babying and reassurance. i admit it. i know luh it sounds very what luh but i cant help it. this sucks. i mean yes i do love him but still i cant stand myself doubting about every single thing. its like im being so friggin paranoid and i hate it. fml _|_
xoxo
she Y him at 6:30 PM
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