Tuesday, January 29, 2008
today sucked.
what am i talking about?everyday sucks.
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just kidding.it was just a bunch of crap.bloody stressed out.
tmr against swiss cottage....hope stupid coach let me n regina play..if not i hantam him..
signing off,
eileen
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1:18 PM
1:18 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
it feels so good to let everything out at home after a hard day in school.as usual it wasnt a very nice day.but at least hist didnt repeat itself lol.
ms chew got angry at some people for not paying attention in class and well she stopped teaching r&j obviously.got 6 pieces or chao1xie3..sian diao.still need do wadeva reflection crap.
went to bbss to watch th b'div girls' match btwn boonlay and rv.they won by 1 mark only nia..but nvm seniors are always th best!
aft th match went to bukit batok int.ate mac wif regina and crapped lol.then went home..
what am i supposed to do now?am i supposed to continue putting on a mask so that no one knows that im sad?i hate this kind of feeling.i cant show people my real emotions least they say tt im emo or wadeva crap.im sick or all this stuff...i want people to know the real me but everyone in class is like dont bother liddat...but they dun seem to have any link with my problems either..i still have to smile even whn im sad..i cant afford to cry again in class..people will say that im jus crying for attention...why cant i jus have someone who will jus listen to me and really understand me well?!
signing off,
eileen
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1:59 PM
1:59 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
JIAYOUS TO THE B'DIV GIRLS TOMORROW!!!
all the best from,
eileen!
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1:03 PM
1:03 PM
i totally agree with migin.no one cares about how you are or what you are feeling.even if you're crying,people just stare at you then turn back and whisper to each other or continue staring.its such an uber rude thing to do.gahh nevermind.pffffffft.hoping that tomorrow will be a
2k = bunch of crap
currently attempting to fold 1000 paper cranes so that i can make a wish for someone..he/she might not know it but,its better that he/she does not know.im so wuliao right?hah.
working on my 50th crane right now..geesh i might take more then half a yr to fold 1000 man..
signing off,
eileen
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12:42 PM
12:42 PM
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hello people.
i know my blog is dead already..i have no time to blog.and im too lazy to blog.
i just realized that i lead a very sucky life with people who are too good and makes me feel demoralized.i hereby announce that i am a very sucky person that leads a very sucky life who makes sucky decisions and do sucky things.
today was a very boring day.exp for r&j part.i like r&j not th lang tho.i like science but not th teacher.boring.i love the performance in the hall today..they are damn pro and i hope that they can perform again..
great.now im writing in sucky lang too.nvm shall end my post here.nothing much le..don't blame me if i dun post for like 3 to 4 months.
signing off,
eileen the sucky
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12:52 PM
12:52 PM
Saturday, January 5, 2008
yes people i know i havent blogged for 1937539yrs but im blogging now :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA SONG XING!sorry forgot to bring ur presents x.x
today was yr one cca trials.i was acting like a retard during the badminton trial and scared th yr ones.they must have been thinking that i was crazy or sth.anw,i took th initiative to make some new friends!yup made quite alot of friends.1L de boys damn cute can.esp marvin and wads his name?i think kevin or kelvin.sth liddat de.made friends from 1J and 1K!
i know im baised towards chio ppl cuz most of my friends were chio-bus!seriously they are freaking chio.there was rachel,kristine or wadeva dno how spell,nicole(1j),ensian,yanning and jieli[jelly!](1k).seriously jieli they all are damn bloody enthu.i was like asking which class was 1k which was 1l then i walked past 1k and she was like,"1k rocks!" then i was like "2k rocks too!" and then we started talking LOL.she's v nice la.too bad dun wan join badminton D: but nonetheless i made some new friends!i still wanna make friends with mini chikan.oh speaking of chikan,one of the 1k girls think he's shuai(?) wun say who tho LOL.
doing homework now..i've vowed to be a v guai person since this yr is th streaming yr..i wanna get at least GPA 3.0 this yr lor..wasnt able to hit 3 last yr but this yr i will hit more then 3!
signing off,
eileen<3
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2:21 PM
2:21 PM
Thursday, January 3, 2008
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
school re-opened today.ok i admit i dreaded it at first but once i saw everyone i was like 'OHMIGOSH I FINALLY GOT TO SEE EVERYONE!!!!I MISSED THEM SOO MUCH!' yea so i ended up liking school again :D
everybody grew taller can.eg. kellyz,sx,ps,zile,samuel THEY GREW LIKE A HEAD OR TWO CAN?!except for kelly la.BUT THE REST WERE FRIGGING SHOCKING!im jealous..WHY CANT I GROW TALLER?!?!shitty body.
anw,changed form and co-form.ms tan and ms lai.hope they are as nice as they sound.one teaches geog and the other bio.so sad mdm lalitha go away liao.. T-T mrs choy still teach us maths[HORRAY!] and li lao shi still teach us hcl[HORRAY AGAIN!].
this yr streaming yr nia..must work hard liao cannot slack as much as during sec one..so i wun be posting so much.
signing off,
eileen <3
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10:30 AM
10:30 AM