Monday, October 29, 2007
i know its late.but im still awake SO WHO CARES?!
I FINALLY HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO SAKURA AND EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok,im being lame.but who cares?!I GOT TO GO TO SAKURA~~damn happy WAHAHAHAHA thanks daddy ;DD
sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.sian.
i slept until 12++ pm today..damn tired.i know its freaking late,but again,WHO CARES?!my mum da pao ljs for me lehhhhhhhhhh.so nice hehe and my bro de fren de baby cousin is DAMN FREAKING CUTE LAAAAAA keep laughing de.i wan my mum to have another baby x33 jkjk LOLS
was watching "drumline" on chnl 5..cute nice..the marching bacnd hor,esp the drummers,ARE DAMN FREAKING PROOOOOO. so pro that i cant see their hands.CAUSE THEY ARE MOVING TOO FAST LOLS =.=
after that went for tuition..dreaded it..but i found out someone else who knows the red jumpsuit apparatus and the girls there are CRAZY over the click five.so happy!if only someone knew paramore..oh wells.
went to toa payoh hub,wadeva,to eat at sakura!!!eat until damn full leh..have to run dno how many rounds them can slim down liao..x.x
lezah's in gentinggggggggggggggg now..i want go..rather then go hongkong..i prefer KOREA or JAPAN la..TAIWAN also can..but not HONG KONG.all fake branded stuff..WHATEVER.
blah blah blah blah blah.
damn bored now..
talking to weijie on msn..he v cute leh.LOLs
signing off,
eileen<3
p.s:I MISS 6H'06 LOADSSSSSSS <333333
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2:25 PM
2:25 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
i hate my fucking life.
with all my fucking problems.
i tried so hard to forget you..but it's impossible.
sorry i let you down..but please don't blame me..
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12:17 PM
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10:14 AM
mr see brought his guitar to school and left it in class in th morning.
after assembly got back our stuff..cip,progress reports blah blah.got a 2.5
seriously dropped.oh wells.
mr see gave out popular vouchers for the class comm members.im jealous.
ya then we sang we will get there and peng you.very touching..felt like crying but luckily didn't la.hugged ching,felicia,kelly,ong min,siying and who ah...?idk la forget alrdy.
then aft that was spring cleaning.kelly,song song,peng peng and xy were like spiderman liddat.climb onto the window ledges just to clean them.LOLS.heh i was unbuttoning song song's shoulder flap and then twisting it before buttoning it back agn.damn fun can.oh and mr see gave us M&N chocz yayness!
after that was recess..stupid song song drank my drink agn..den got pizza bread the smell..gave the rest of my grass jelly drink to him.no appetite le..went to look for ching ching,qing qing and xixi then all of use group hug.then go walk walk track but not enough time so walk back then go hall for assembly.
ms ek talk and talk and talk.almost fell asleep.thankfully some of her talk was interesting.then had prize presentation.clap until hands sore.>.<
mdm connie chan retiring le..dno why i sad la..but i cried.O.O kinda weird cuz i dun really know her LOL
then dismissal..kelly was damn high at th bus stop..i also crazy with her.LOL very paiseh..went to je.i am announcing that i am officially addicted to crunchie bar LOLs.ate another 2 bars today..i am seriously getting fat.damn.but who cares.i love my crunchie xD
after lunch we go library read book..qing qing help me borrow 1 book,thanks alot nu er ;DD
today was a sucky day.know why?
cause you didn't even bother with me or kelly la.i mean im ok with qingyi and jingyi but it still feels very wrong.ya ya i know your "phobia" or whatsoever.i'm sick with the way you're reacting to the whole situation.we were supposed to be best buds.i don't wanna end the school term like this..but sadly,it has to D:
signing off,
eileen D:
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10:11 AM
10:11 AM
Friday, October 26, 2007
learning symposium today.one word.BORING.
watched half of coach carter in the morning until 9.45.good movie =))
we won 3RD for the cheering and banner competition!WOOTS~~1I got 2nd and 1J got first.=.= anw,we got Monokuro.Boo pencils.SO CUTE!>.<
after the movie followed cari,veron,oonhim and felicia to listen to boring presentations..we went to listen to the L.I.F.E 4 presentation TWICE x33 thats how much we love our seniors hehex.then went to listen to some other boring boring boring presentations.
wanted to go haunted house but it closed before we went there..sad T-T
after assembly went back to class to push back tables and chairs..THE BLOODY FORENSIC SCIENCE THE PRESENTERS NEVER CLEAR UP THE BLOODY "CRIME SCENE" LA.FREAKING ANNOYING.THEN WE HAD TO CLEAR UP THE CLASSROOM.THEY USED THE
after dismissal,felicia had to go to some np thing so i went to join GAN QINGQING and LIM XIXI go jec x33
had lunch at mac's.saw kelly,jessica and jieru got KFC there eat.we crap crap crap about audition then finally finished lunch.then went watson go buy chocolate.XIXI IS DAMN NICE LA.SHE TREAT ME AND QINGQING A CRUNCHIE BAR EACH LEH!actually it was at $1.95 for 2 bars LOLS but i still love xixi <333
after that went to je library and talked more crap.hahaha de decided to go back jec take NEOPRINTS~!.it was xixi's first time leh!!me and qingqing got the honour lehhhhhh x33
here are some of the neoprints..



today was actually a very sucky day de lor..but with QINGQING and XIXI i became happy again.THANKS YOU GUYS!! =))
i have a feeling that we are drifting further apart already...today was an example..did you even notice when i was sad?no..you just carried on being hyper and everything..you thought i was alright and everything just by how i speak and everything..but have you ever wondered how i longed that i had not joined you..i thought we could be friends for a long time..but now,i'm doubtful about that.you have your own friends and i have mine.can't we just get along for one freaking day?without you running away..?i doubt so..i wished i was with the others..with my true friends..for they are indeed 1K and not like you..a 1K-ian but with others..i really want to cry already..we only have 2 years together..now only left with 1..and you are acting like nobody cares about you..do you know that you think that way because you didn't even make effort to communicate with people..you just stick to those whom you think is cool and everything..even now..you think that i'm an eyesore..i guess i'll just leave you alone with your little friends since you are not communicating with 1K-ians anymore.
pretend that you guys didn't see that okayy?i was just crapping ;DD
signing off,
Neelie xD
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10:45 AM
10:45 AM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
TODAY MUST WATCH "LIVE THE DREAM" ON CHANNEL 5!!!THE CLICK FIVE ARE ON!!!!!WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~
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10:44 AM
Would you cry if i died..?
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i was wondering if anybody would cry if i was dead..i don't think anybody will..since i'm like such a whiny person who cries like a baby so easily and gets people into trouble.i so deserve to die.
signing off,
eileen D:
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8:30 AM
8:30 AM
i can say its a bad day AND a good day.
okayy..went to class to find that 1k classroom has been converted to a crime scence.bloody LOL.went down to track aft that..I ASKED OZONELAYER IF WE NEEDED TO BRING OUR BAGS DOWN AND HE SAID NO.AFTER ASSEMBLY WE NEEDED TO BRING OUR BAGS DOWN.how great.
at the grandstand,banner people went to paint banner and the rest of the class was to think AND practice the cheer.
the cheer competiton was OK luh.only that i was deafened by the loudness.LOL.=.= anw,aft sch went to bus stop.WAS LOOKING FOR FELICIA EVERYWHERE.but couldn't find her. D:
-I SHALL NOT REPEAT THE SCENARIO THAT HAPPENED AFTERWARDS-
chua song song is really scary when he's pissed.AND I'M NOT JOKING.NOT ONE TEENY WEENY BIT.
anw,after everything cooled down,went to take LRT with kelly,jessica,jieru,song song,and the dno who to BPP.jessica was SO CUTE.LOL.ate ljs hees..was teasing ahem and ahem.LOL.so cute can!=.=
after that took LRT for one whole round to go back to choa chu kang.
now im bored.seriously.
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I KNOW!I SHALL SLEEP! =.=
signing off,
Neelie :D
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7:00 AM
7:00 AM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
ANDAND,FELICIA!!!!!!!!YOU MUST CHEER UP OK?
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10:56 AM
10:56 AM
i cant upload my pic to photobucket._|_ damn.
OK!today was a BORING BORING BORING day.shifted chairs and tables for tomorrow's BORING BORING BORING LEARNING SYMPOSIUM,howeva its spelled.ok recess..ate with felicia kelly + ps and sx.ps din eat o.o ok th VERY ANNOYING PART.sx was koping my food.and being egoistic.VERY EGOISTIC.damn him ]:< anw,was like laughing and laughing and laughing.and almost choked on my food.sx's fault. ]:< watched some BORING BORING BORING chinese movie..forgot th title leh.
ANYWAY,i went to Lezah's house to do th STUPID D&T PROJECT.her parents are so good.treated me to laksa.quite nice x33 yeah so we finished ALMOST ALL OF TH BRIDGE.the freaking glue gun was DAMN DIFFICULT TO CONTROL.like some person slobbering uncontrollably.LOL.ok maybe not like that.but you get the idea.aft that slack slack slack.Lezah played audition and well..was listening to the HOT POTATO SONG.seriously cute =))
then went home..LALALALALALA.so here i am blogging.shall sleep with Lezah tomorrow.
signing off,
Neelie<3
p.s try to make out what i was trying to say HEHE
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10:44 AM
10:44 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
school today.sian.
dismissed at 12.30pm.superb :D
suddenly missed the old Hi-5.as in kathleen,charlie,kellie,tim and nathan that bunch of people.not sun and stevie.so was browsing through youtube for Hi-5 vids..
wish upon a star
kathleen's baby!so cute!looks just like kathleen.awwww..
haha.this was my favourite song by the Hi-5.move it hehe
and i used to sing this song to sleep LOL.dream on~~~
NICE!if you had three wishes,what would they be~~
LOL this goes all the way back to 1998 HAHA
LOL you are some kind of wonderful~~
another VERY NICE song.
oh and i found this funny cute clip while browsing for baby vox's MVs.
LOL
oh.and im changing my blog song.its wish upon a star by samantha mumba.
signing off,
eileen <3
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7:45 AM
7:45 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
got back chinese paper today.
shall not comment on marks.
chiong-ingmflash.
gonna die tmr if we nv finish.
ok gotta go.
shall post more tomorrow.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]
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1:03 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
hey.didnt blog in a while cuz i have been watching korean dramas.goong s,coffee prince and witch yoo hee.all are funny LOL
today.went to jrl to do flash.didn't seem to complete it.
decided on th song notice me by zetta bytes.
dno wad song lai de
very boring/funny day.
dun hav much to post.
gonna change skin soon.
still working on it.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]
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10:42 AM
10:42 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
today..sian
watched "After School" early in th morning..i still cant forget how lily was gang raped..too scary..-trembles- i cried 3 times..partly cuz too much blood..i admit im timid but it was really violent..it was touching too..esp the part whr the biao ge was in the hospital....
watched the front part of "to kill a mocking bird" aft that..
recess..ate burger?lols.
HCL..watched some olden chinese show..almost everybody was sleeping..i tried to sleep but couldn't..so ended up watching the show..
assembly..had the forum...not v interesting..were talking abt having vending machines in the canteen so that can speed things up a little between me,kelly,felicia,qy,yy.kelly din wan to go up and voice her opinions.. D:
PDP..watched the moon thingy?qy dropped the pen out of the window.funny la she LOL xD
went jec mac wif kellyz..i ate mcflurry while she ate fries..long time since i've ate it..crapped abt a lot of things L-O-L xD
MUST PRAY HARD!!!probably getting back hist,chi and physics paper tomorrow.physics is CONFIRM de liao..-dies- x.x
heard this very nice song with a very catchy tune ystd on 987fm..
Girl Next Door by Saving Jane..last yr de song.im so outdated right?no.maybe 987fm is outdated,not me.
-Small town homecoming queen
Shes the star in this scene
Theres no way to deny shes lovely
Perfect skin perfect hair
Perfumed hearts everywhere
Tell myself that inside shes ugly
Maybe I'm just jealous
I can't help but hate her
Secretly I wonder if my boyfriend wants to date her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
Shes Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Senior class president
She must be heaven sent
She was never the last one standing
A backseat debutante
Everything that you want
Never to harsh or too demanding
Maybe I'll admit it
I'm a little bitter
Everybody loves her but I just wanna hit her
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
Oh and I'm just the girl next door
I don't know why I'm feeling sorry for myself
I spend all my time wishing that I was someone else
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
I get a little bit she gets a little more
She's Miss America and... she's Miss America
I'm just the girl next door...-
signing off,
eileen [dead x.x ]
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9:09 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
nothing much today..
got back geog paper..wasn't happy with it.ohoh and i got 35 for chem,not 32.but im still not happy.i din get a B4 for geog but a ugly C5 instead.dammnit.
finished watching gongfu during chinese..
watched not to kill a mockingbird during lang arts..
both were equally boring..
though were a teeny weeny bit of funny..
boring day..
was very very bored..
so decided to add something to my blog..
nothing much really..
im a noob blogger...yups.
signing off,
eileen [zzz]
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12:35 PM
12:35 PM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Everybody's Fool by Evanescence.
-Perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that
never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled
look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she
never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie
i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore
it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled
it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool-
Going Under by Evanescnence.
-Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so I don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I"m so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under-
Amy Lee & Evanescence RAWKS.
no kidding.
eileen <3
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1:37 PM
Call Me When You're Sober by Evanescence.
it ROCKS.
-You never call me when you're sober.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.-
lalalalala.
eileen xD
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8:45 AM
8:45 AM
you were the one who hated me and you said i hated you?what the
i have my friends and you have yours.i don't wanna
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4:25 AM
4:25 AM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
today.............was a sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad SAD day..haiz..
QINGYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CHEER UP OK?must cheer up ah..sure can pass de..i will make him let u pass.OR ELSE.hehehehehehe
ok..today morning went to th avoidable blindness thing..i din see RVinteractors on tv dammnit..i was freaked out by th friggin camera man!LOL.felicia's reaction was so funneh..at th reception dere..we ate like..alot of food?LOL..all swept by th old folks.but nvm..they are old anw.
went back sch..DnT..nedd do bridge thingy..came up wif plan liao..but not enuff time do dammnit.
math..URGHHHHH..im pissed..i dun bloody get WHY PEOPLE HAVE TO CRY WHEN THEY DID NOT FAIL.AND THE PERSON WHO FAIL DIDN'T EVEN CRY DAMMNIT.be strong la puh-lease.and felicia..i think u were overly scared.can see by ur over reactions.i got 64 dammnit..1 more mark to B3..urgh..nvm..i guess it was meant to be.....
aft sch went to jec eat wif YUEYIN & QINGYIIIII.both my daughters hehehehehe..they v funneh LOL.aft tt go buy waffle smuggle into jrl..finished it in record time.and when i say record time,i meant it.like in..3 mins i finished it?LOL.aft tt i go take book to read den qingyi read journey..yy was like..sleeping?LOL
aft tt felicia & gang come up..lol dey went th other side of th lib..ok..no offence but they were DAMN NOISY.not kidding.din stay dere for long..too noisy alreadeh.flash..flash..flash..urgh..still dno wad song to do..nvm..
aft tt go back je buy ice cream den go ice skating dere eat eat eat talk talk talk quite nice...hehe..looks like i can blend in well with them..
-emo-
........looks like i can blend in well with the girls..you know why you think the girls don't like you?the fact is..they don't even know you well how can you expect them to dislike you?just because you stick to her?nah..try to talk to them more..and you may end up like me..a free soul from her evil languages that had stabbed me a MILLION,or probably a ZILLION times..trust me..you will like it..from my POV,i think that you follow her is 'cuz you can keep in contact with the guys right?i hope its not true..'cuz she might be heart broken..
and you..i know you must be hating me to the core now for getting higher marks then you right?hate me for all i care..i've got new friends already..i don't need "friends" like you.hypocrites..thats what you are.the exact word for you.
-end-
God bless.
& you'll always see the girl alone..
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11:49 AM
Friday, October 5, 2007
heyyyyyyyyyyyy people.finally updated eh?
th EOYs ended 2 days ago.damn shiok.everyday lessons watch movie & movie & movie.today watched some anime called "howl's moving castle".yantong bring de..v nice leh..but most of th class was sleeping.hmph.dno how to appreciate.
during lang arts lesson..we continued watching war of the worlds..th alien damn cute leh..me ziyu n qingyi were like gripping each other's hands at exciting parts LOL.
pe was BAD.gt th stupid cramps..still can play la..th game was..well..no comments.
science watched some atom n electrons video thingy..LOL go disco somemore!
hist..did essay de ans..sian diao.
geog..watched documentary abt volcanoes..DAMN NICE MAN.i love destruction LOL.
recess..din eat anything..saving money hehe $.$
maths..we missed alot..had to do tb..im not gna do man..sian diao. ._.
ok..emo part..
why?why?WHY?!?!why do you hate me so much..why?when i haven't done anything to you..why in the world must you hate me?and me only..whyy?why me and not others?i treated you like a friend..like a sister..and you did this to me.do you know how many times i've cut because of you?..do you even care about me?all you care about is just that same group of person everyday..we're drifting further apart, aren't we?..i doubt you even noticed..
and you..i waited so long..yet you chose another..i have nothing to say since it's your choice..i'm hurt too..and today..you made me even more hurt..why did you say that?..it's just a game dammnit..you were like..acting so bossy..fuck off..but..nevermind.._|_
and you..when she's not with you..you come to me like i'm your assistant or something..when others are there..you just dump me and join them..you say i pangseh you..but have you thought clearly who pangseh-ed who?i had to join qingyi and gang 'cuz of you..you made me suffered so much..yet i'm still willing to suffer..know why?all in the name of friendship..
i treasure friendship so much..yet the 3 of you just hurt me..time and again..one by one..all leaving me..i had no choice..but to join others..which i'm not close to..
thank you Lord for letting my friends come back.In Jesus's holy name, Amen.
God bless.
& you'll always see the girl alone..
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