& you'll always see that girl crying..

now i know..
from the start of the year,i thought we would last forever..but now,i don't think so,not anymore.
now i really know,no one has ever cared about me..i was just the annoying little girl bitch in their eyes.
i wanna cry my heart out..but all my tears have dried up..

&you'll always see the girl alone..

the answer's a big,fat NO.
they don't really care about me,do they?
i don't have a friend that really truly care for me.how pathetic right?

&you'll always see the girl alone..

&you'll always see the girl alone..

i think that lil' character is luckier than me..i don't even have a teddy bear.how pathetic.when will i finally find my soulmate?not ever i think.no one will ever understand me..
maths tuition starts tomorrow.2 students from nanyang girls',3 from RGS and 1 frm rss.pathetic..i guess i'll be the lousiest among them..


i feel lousy whenever that happens.it hurts me deeply,do you know that?

&i really wished cared.can you show concern for me?i guess not.

&you'll always see the girl alone..

i suddenly became emo..dun ask me why..


yea..pain is all that i've ever felt during all these times..i wasn't loved..just hated by people again & again.

i may be smiling everyday,but im not necessarily happy.its just a mask.

sometimes,i wish i could go back in time.

you'll never,ever know how much you've hurt me.

&i don't wanna live anymore.live is too stressful.just let me fade away.

&you'll always see the girl alone..

kakakakakakakakakaka!din go sch today ><..cuz of my toopid eyes.became super red and painful.mum din allow me to step out of th hse.stayed at home and stoned.super duper sian..wanted to watch th teachers' day concert and do th stupid aces day workout.haha tt one damn funneh.
I LOVE TODAY!HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY DAY!I MISS 6H PEOPLE LOADS.I FINALLY GOT TO SEE THEM TODAY.AND DEAR MISS HO OF COURSE.
miss ho looked older..no offence >< LOVE YOU LOADS MISS HO!!!!
6H PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!LOL!almost everybody dun recongnise me..did i change that much?=/ anw,6H PEOPLE CHANGED ALOT..alotho some are still th same..like,happy[ruihao],yili,lorraine,huihui[cheese!] and LOADS MORE.daiqian became more enthu..and cries alot.LIKE ME IN TH PAST.hehe.*hugs 6H people tight tight*i miss them oh-so-much!went to the nearby playground and crapped.LOTS OF LAUGHTER AND FUN.wanna cry alrdy lohh..dno whn will have another 6H gathering..almost cried whn i saw 6H'06 man..too much memories..rmb those times whn we planned surprise birthday parties for miss ho?and during teachers' day,we would giv her a HUGE surprise..
i miss th school so much!the canteen is still as small as ever..even the vendors remained the same!the aunties still rmb me..hehe..i always go and buy food frm them de..the general office is still the same..and the bookshop still sells the same old things!the walls outside the library is still as colourful and the toilets are still as small..mdm lim is still as pretty but strict.even the hall looks the same..too bad i cant go to the classrooms..i wanna see how 6H classroom looks like now..all those wonderful memories..ahh..
ok..pictures frm today!

miss ho with the cake!
miss ho wif 6H'06 guys!still pretty childish xD
me in the school toilet..i had to bend to take th picture x3
catfight in the canteen!happy and yili fighting!
this pic is frm kent..so its bigger.i admit my camera quality is bad la..x.x
yili!<333
memories will always be in my heart..
these are the photos during last year's JEP..
nice nice memories..
p5 and p6 class photos!fyi,i look toot during p5

formal..fun shot!xD
p6 photos!
formal..
fun photo1
fun photo 2
so nice rite?i will miss them loads!!!
no boring part for today.im too happy!
loving 6H'06,eileen :]

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eileen
egg cracked on 8/7/1994
cancerian
15!!!
admiralty primary graduate
[1B*2B*3H*4H*5H*6H]
proud RVian
[ 1K * 2K * 3F ]
noob badminton player
proud INTERACTOR
proud CENTAURIAN


what i love might be what you hate ;

MY DEAR CHUA MIGIN<3333333
&my other BFF -- KHOO ZI-YU<3333
OMG HIM!! <33
WASHINGTON WATCH'10!!! <333333
YESUNG!HANKYUNG!EUNHYUK!<333333
people to talk to meeeee...<3
SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!!!!!<3333333
rv BADMINTON<3
rv INTERACT CLUB<3
2K FAMILY<3
anime<3
chocolate<3
MCR!!!<3
THE CLICK FIVE!!!<3
FALL OUT BOY!!!<3
boliao drawing<3
drama [especially KOREAN, HONGKONG ones]<3
jeans<3
FOREVER21<3
my cousin's BABY!


and what i hate might be what you love ;

BUGS
LIZARDS
UGLY FLYING CREATURES
backstabbers
people who do things behind other's backs
naggers
homework
projects


wish upon a star ;

GPA 3.0 OMG FIRST TIME SIA!
MEET SUJU!
SLIM DOWN LUH!
cry my heart out LAUGH OUT LOUD
Nike carrier
new handphone -- preferably a touchscreen phone (: my LG Joy :D
not to be kicked out of RV
watch Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince
deception point by DAN BROWN
digital fortress by DAN BROWN read already -.-
audition lvl 7
audition lvl 8
audition level 9
get EVERY issue of TEENAGE magazine
now i want SEVENTEEN too
watch 200 pounds beauty
watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix
watch alvin and the chipmunks
watch enchanted
watch enchanted AGAIN
THE LAST HARRY POTTER BOOK
watch Ratatoulie
watch Hairspray
Evanescence's album THE OPEN DOOR


dance to the beat ;

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go on and scream out loud ;





care to visit ;


people i'll always love ;

3FFFFF! peeps
Kasey<3
Cari<3
YiFei<3
SongNing<3
Cindy<3
Jingyi<3
Bella<3
Evan<3
JunYuan<3
YewHui<3

2Keesiao-ians
felicia mei<3
kellyp<3
siying<3
hazel<3
ching xing<3
qingyi<3
kellyz<3
yantong<3
yingho<3

RV people
regina<3
vanessa<3
jessica<3
kaixin<3
nicole<3
sihui<3
oonhim<3
jingyi<3
clemm<3

ADMPS-ians
alanna<3
hady<3
nurul<3
daiqian<3
vivian<3
lorraine<3
jingyi<3
yili<3
eunice<3
peiyan<3
yiyuan<3
huihui<3
haoyu<3

tuition buds!
grace!<3

combined blogs
ohh-kayy<3
6H'06<3
hazel and kellyp<3
yy,cx,qy,zy,cheryl<3



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