Wednesday, August 29, 2007
lalalalalalalalalas.i cant hear you people..and i wun bother to hear you guys...
today's history competition was..GOOD..hehe, we won second!chocz!!!hahahaha.i fell awkward in the costume..2 pieces of cloth...anw,we still won :]
got back progress report today..i improved by 25 marks!still not satisfactory though..and and felicia,cheerups!you still have term 4 to work hard and buck up!smile always!! :]
slacked alot during CID..me and cheryl were like reading thru books w/o relation to CID..LOL
lang arts..shall not say it..
recess..ate apple mcdippers!!!!!delicious!$1 only lohh..cheap!
HCL..take abt the history of dunno wadeva chun qiu thing..dun understand a fouk of it.
assembly..talked abt self-esteem and body image..i hv serious issues abt my body image.=/ oh..and frm wad kellyz n ziyu said..i hv an hourglass figure like wtf?!
PDP..watched parts of coach carter..i wanna watch it on youtube!..dno if hv anot..nice nice leh..and hor..mr see's wife ah..not bad..hehe xD
aft sch..we went je to eat MEESIAM.damn malu can..me and my big mouth..me and felicia was eating meesiam on the steps to the mrt station dere..cuz no seats meh..den i was like,"hope the guys dun come back so early cuz if dey do..it'll be v malu.."den hor..speak of the devil..they came.sian diao la..VERY DE MALU LEHHHHHH..we were like eating in a very MALU manner and u guys came..geesh..hahahahaha.me and felicia laughed like CRAP.song xing thought we were crazy..
okay,boring part.
today i was very moody..even tho i din show it..sorry whn i lost my temper on th bus..i cant take it anymore..too stressed.my mom wants me to get GPA 3.0 nxt term..i v de stress liao loh..3.0 v diff to get lehh..plus i got tuition liao..i scared ltr hmwk cant handle..
i seriously feel like a bitch..tho im not wanted by people,i still stick to people like glue.ima bitch,ain't i?haiz...who can i pour my feelings to now?i cant pour it to them..they know me too well alrdy..whn will my counsellor appear?God,i hope my counsellor will come soon.Thank you Father.
God bless.
eileen :[
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Tuesday, August 28, 2007
hello hello.today was a bad bad bad very super bad day.in the morning,i missed my train that was heading towards pasir ris.ok,maybe not miss,but it was too crowded for me to get on.so i had to wait for the nxt train which comes only 8 mins ltr.sian.den i reached queenstown mrt station.and i missed 51.fouk._|_
anyways,i had to sweep the effing floor..but nvms.its worth it cuz we got a B for cleanliness.ahh..why not A??oh wells..i was bloddy pissed in the morning..during pe i had the sudden urge to cry..=.= fouk agn.
i forgot the rest....oh yah..during history i suddenly had CRAMPS.bloddy effing thing..and cheryl was so bloody cold.went sick bay with her for awhile then went back to class agn..ate kelly's bread.its so nice can..i wanna buy it!xDyup..i was eating in class..shhhh!dun tell anyone.=X
PT was cancelled today..went jec take neo wif regina and peng cheng..found out sth abt regina..i shall not say it =X we wasted 8 effing dollars cuz we pressed the wrong button while decorating..but thankfully the backgrounds were nice nice.we took the neo at e same machine agn..and this time we did it nicely (: i shall upload the neos ltr..
ok..boring part agn..
sian la..i feel not wanted every single day.today during pe..i was like,no topic to talk abt wif them la..i feel so qian bian can..and then qingyi is like..dun wan talk to me liao lor..i feel like crying..maybe i wun talk tomorrow..and everyone will just ignore me..and den i'll be the loner..maybe my badminton mates will ignore me too..thats good..
ok,tts all
eileen :[
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Monday, August 27, 2007
hellos hellos
long time no post.im a guai kia now.do hmwk everyday de..except for some days whn im really tired and i wna slp early..like today._|_ fouk..LOL badminton trg was damn fun.oh
ok..here is the boring part.its strictly for my own use..
i keep having the feeling that im not wanted..i feel left out..even though i have friends..no one tags me to do quizes..maybe its because im not good enough to make them remember me?since the time whn i decided to be guai..i feel that i've drifted further and further away frm them..i may seem close to them..but the truth is..im not close to them at all..not even 1%..i guess i'll always be the lonely one..i've thought of going back..but..i seriously dno whr to do it now..my CCA mates are not that close to me..all in all,i hv no one to tell all my troubles to..i jus have to keep it to myself..maybe one day i'll just be too frustrated and then i'll kill myself..
yup that's all..
eileen :[
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Friday, August 10, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!i simple love this year's NDP at Marina Bay.it's darn beautiful i tell you.esp the laser thingys.oh oh!i saw CHINGXING & HAZEL!hazel's hair looks toot[no offence though] and chingxing..well i got nth to say.xD
kyu~..i want go watch movie tomorrow.felicia tan,i don't care but you must go watch movie tomorrow even thoug perfume is not going.=D i know i'm mean.x3 i wanna watch hairspray..the trailer is bloody nice.i can't wait for it to come out.((=
signing off
`eileen<3
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miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable miserable
yup.i'm definitely miserable now.T-T
eileen<3
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Thursday, August 2, 2007
i told you things will get better.(:
paiseh ppl..i was too
today had assembly in the hall..sang "you my people,my home".hahahahahas..the sec 3 seniors damn great at singing it!LOL.aft that had..lemme tink..err..ya CHEM.mrs tan not here..taken over by mdm ong..weird weird teacher wif a loud loud voice..aft that was..hist..did the role-play thingy.and i hereby announce that the role-play was
SUCCESSFUL AGAIN
hehehehehes..aft hist was geog..dammit lah..mdm lalitha say cnt find my wksht whn i really handed it in..hmph..den came pe..played some captain ball like game..got 1 draw and lost all e way..haiz..but nevermind =)) den was recess..i was damn hungry and that's why i stoned for the whole morning..i wasnt talking..aft reces..i became a chatterbox agn!cuz i had my food.i knoe im a glutton =)) was memorising my mo xie lyk hell during recess..but i still managed to rmb it!
drew lots of pictures during the 1st half of HCL cuz li lao shi wasnt here~she got meeting o.o
nxt was lang arts..forgot wad we did..oh..ya we had mock test..i finishd it quite fast and slept thru the remaining time hehehehe i was tired xD ehhh..oh ya..den had maths..had the algebra test thingy..i know all the qns except the last one..i got it wrong..~kyu~ T-T den we quickly go chiong lunch..all of us eat grilled fish!im so jealous that felicia got free food again.aft chiong finish lunch we quickly chiong to 1H classroom for maths remedial..i tink tis is e 3rd wk we've been doing algebra..but nvm since it help my algebra improve =D
aft that took 97 to jec wif kellyz.felicia and veron take 57..at jec me n kelly go Mc eat mcflurry..i love mcflurry ok..had a heart-to-heart talk wif her la..i shall not go into details..i was pretty much her listening ear =)) loves to kellyz <333 rmb kelly,keep your cool.heheheheheh xD
oh yah..some of the pics i drew..
this was drawn in the moring whn i was pretty much stressed out.
this was just pure randomness.
anyways,gtg
loved by eileen<3
p.s no more hatred for kellyz.wait,did i even hate her?i dno.anyways,no use hating ppl.kills my cells.
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