stop saying its your fault. its not yours. just stop saying that.
you're making me feel more worse than i already am.
this thing..is entirely my fault. i mean, come on, its not the first time this has happened. ok maybe last time it was cuz my mum didnt allow it. but hey, this time it was my decision. nobody said i must go. but still i agreed, even when i knew that i have plans made already.
yes im selfish, i didnt consider your feelings, didnt ask for your opinions, etc etc. dont say that ts your fault cuz its really mine. i don want you to blame yourself when you werent in the wrong. you always do that. but do you know that by doing that it actually makes me feel more like a bad person? i know i did wrong already but with you doing that..i cannot bring myself to face you. i just cant.
im sorry.
she Y him at 11:19 PM
its not that i'm avoiding you..its just that i cant bring myself to face you.
she Y him at 11:09 PM
Friday, April 22, 2011
sometimes..
I feel like..
I don't deserve you one bit.
she Y him at 12:43 PM
Monday, March 28, 2011
yea. here I am blogging agn cuz im emo. or whatever
this sucks. now I know why some ppl say sometimes its btr if things were left unknown. I've learnt it thru th hard way..
idk why I was so bothered abt it but one thing's for sure - I wasn't bothered by th fact tt he did sth liddat before. but why? why did I cry?
maybe what I was bothered by is tt he nv bothered to tell me what happened, to tell me his side of th story..
maybe it was als cuz I realised how much unhappiness it caused him whn th while thing got dug up agn. sth tt he had to spend so long to put it behind him..
somehow, I feel tt this is entirely my fault. why had I been so insistent on knowing? yes. I brought this all on myself.
she Y him at 6:50 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2011
you can't take back words that you've said, cuz when the damage is done, its done.
she Y him at 4:30 PM
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